dawn

2009-07-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

think i am gonna shut this blog~~~~ find me elsewhere........ byebye

2009-07-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

ct's over!

tired ~~

anywaes... this time round was quite okay except for maths... yeah... and gp

hope i wunt fail any subjects at all ><

went to watch transformers today with yy,pf,cy,hm
quite a nice show actually. esp when the robots transform... damn cool!!!!
haha

havent been blogging for a v long time liao ><

zzzzz
shall go n slp

2009-05-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

using qizhen com! super cool com can... tsktsk... i wish i brought mine..... zzzzzz... xian diao.... jus finished meeting the welfare com... many ppl din even turn up! n luna says everyone had to come down. wth? super xian... sleepy... i feel like eating my breakfast for tmr man..

nth much tmr. onli maths and gp and speaking of gp... i hope mrs nair dun do anything xian tmr... and i am ending school at 2 tmr!!!! then tuition... yeah.... so cannot go for the last minute relayed practice... and prac is for both ip and jc team again~~ waste of time man.... jus run through once or twice and that it... go home. lol... watching vampire knight guilty now!!! VAMPIRE KNIGHT ROCKS! YUPYUP^^

go kaname~~

arghhh xiuhua kept calling me chasing me for the money that the whole ensemble owes her... omanx~ have to collect $$$$$$$$$!!

internet is slow here so i have time to blog u see... zzzzz

faster load.....

sincei am blogging... might as well advertise here. heihei. though i dunt think ppl actually come here...

there will be a combine concert by nj in vch(victoria concert hall) @ 19th may @ 7pm

tickets will be sold @ $12,$15 and $20 depending on where ur seat is (duh~~)

call mi if anyone's interested ^^

anywaes vk rowks!!! ahahahahahahahahahaha

i am gonna go crazy at this rate and not study at all... o manx o manx... i should be studying

i am so xianed~~ dun wanna go up and mug... i wish i brought my stuff down. havent finished econs, maths, physics and gp... which is everything except for chem... oh ya~ chem... haven finish also... the answers will onli be uploaded on km tmr... and i dunt have a com... how clever of miss sim~~

vk is sooo nice~~

my heart melts everytime i see u <3

2009-04-19T16:22:00.002+08:00

I AM SUPER DUPER NERVOUS !!! : /

HOW/!?!?!??!!??!

i dun wanna screw everything up...
yesterday's practice was okay but when we were playing the last time... it was like ***** i forgot to play my part... so it was practically blank... miss lim was like looking at me with that kind of look.... again... yeah.... i played badly.... and so i stayed back and practice until my fingers are so painful now... yeaaahhh... haiz.... wad if i screw it up.... i will be letting down alot of ppl and myself......... T.T

laming around facebook now.... siannn.... taking all the weird + lame quizzes...
practice guzheng til my fingers cmi ler. T.T

ti ti la soh la ti

ti must be ti sharp... oohh mannnnnn..... yin se not nicee wad to do?!?!?!?!?!!??!
stressedddd

going back to bS later.... ip syf tmr.... good luck to them and myself too

COOKIE MONSTER? LOL! ahhahaha.... this quiz on wad monster are u. is retarded....

2009-04-19T16:18:00.001+08:00

listening to feitian now... ~.~
i am damn nervous now.... its like ~.~

*wishing for a gold with honours*

2009-03-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

going off for co camp tmr....
yawns

2009-03-14T08:53:00.001+08:00

morning!
wating for zhongyun to sms me to tell me the time to meet her. guess she woke up late today ><

going to ntu open house later ^^ yep.

2009-03-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

yo! v long never update liao lo...
jus came back from christine's house not long ago... sengkang... so far right
her dog is super cute! hahah yepyep^^

em.. the girl's outing is quite okay... jus eat and eat and watch tv and play with the dog(duh...)

anywaes, holidays is coming... haiz... nj really *****

firstly, the school was supposed to give us a half day due to the road run which is on a saturday... and plus our seniors did well in their As, the school is supposed to give us one whole day og holiday... but now... its like wth?!?!?!?!? our half day will be on our late day (thursday) and instead of ending early, we start later... dotz.... wads the diff now? we have got to reach school at 11.... crazy school.... thursday still have chem lessons...

talking about chem.... ms sim is realli *toot*
on thursday.... she took up our one hour break in the morning for extra chem tut but she was late for half and hour.... (Where's The Flower) and so we onli had one half and hour break at 1 pm... she is crazy.. and kaywee. whom i think realli idolises her is erm.....
this shows how *toot* our class is.... straight As... so wad?
are their life a success or a failure?

school sux!

so much holiday homework! crazy miss sim! want us to hand in so much stuff so early... for wad?
haiz... that new econs teacher also.... *TOOT*
dunno wad he is doing.... spent half an hour today checking if we did our essay plan.... dotzzzz
stupid school lah....
miss lee is like our ct but she doesnt teach us any subject... we always get the lousy lousy teachers.... wth...

ppl still wanna come nj? nah.....

can go rj go rj... can go hc go hc... if cannot, go vj... too far? go ac... ac is improving very fast anywaes...

2009-02-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

hahah. irritating huizhen now with my emoticons^^ heihei
too bad blogger dun have... if not there will be alot of little cute monkeys jumping around ><
anyways... today is a vvvvvvvvvvvvv slack day. omg. i WANTED to mug (serious!!!) but after giving tuition i was like quite sianed diao..... arghhhh.... teaching how to draw graph is so weird! lol.... i jus keep focusing on the accuracy if not she will never get the correct intersection point and gradient... straight lines drwan mus pass thru the y intercept given to u in the qn T.T
anywaessss... after tuition me went to school.... went to have lunch with my super cute junior who realli realli realli looks like tan min... hahha. yup. then went to school... at first i wanted her to practice but somehow we jus ended up talking about nj... how sucky it is... how muggish it is... how sian it is.... etcetcetc. haha. then it started raining and we were trapped in school til 4 plus... had to walk the longlonglonglong way to the bus stop....(another reason y nj sux) after that me went for dinner with my bros.... yeah... at yew tee... ate this ramen aka maggi mee... lol. JY is late! hahah. we planned to meet at 10... its 1011 liaos. haha. no worries. finish ur tutorials first=)

i feel like watching titanic again... not with my parents though... who will censor every kissing part... lol... i feel like going to the zoo too!!!!!!! lol... i feel like a kid =.='''
haiz.... no doubt i will feel like tat... my happiest moments... think of it now makes me realli sad... when i compare with the kind of (*)$#%^ situation i am in now.... 08s08, nj, njcogz.... i hate it!

o wells... another 9 more months to endure this mess of shyt!

i shall go and copy daq from km

2009-02-15T22:41:00.006+08:00

well.... here are some... like a few out of hundreds of photos in my laggy old phone

drawing by tiffany. our class artist... well. i dunt think anyone else in class can draw sth like this isit it?

christmas at mount faber... hill bistro

some korea palace... filled with thousands of ppl from GEL(the company my dad works in...)

if i not wrong, this is on the last day in korea

shopping!

their shopping centres are vvvvv bright. ><> pushing two separate worlds together again

letters... notes... at the DMZ... its a vv sad place. seriously. i mean families are torn apart... lack of freedom. etcetc... how sad is that?

kimchi! i made it! hahaha

yummyyummy. they are realli nice u noe... but not many ppl have the same taste as me.. oh wells... no one is the same right. everyone is unique

its wrapped quite messily though... heh... my mum's is the best

ahh.... road signs on the ground. cool right! singapore should have this too... so that tourist wunt get lost... but how big is orchard anywaes?? haha

at this restaurant... where no one can stand up straight.... ppl can jus suffer from numbness in the leg u noe.. =/

my retarded bro... hahahhaha. cute eh

oh yeah.. this is ehh... some underground market place.. yeah. sort of.

oops...
>

i told u my bro is cute!

dinner!!!! yummy kimchi... but i dunt realli like the soaked cucumbers though. =p

sunrise... or sunset????

lol

greenhouse cafe's steak... o yummy!!!

hmmm. this was taken on my birthday... yup... on the day when we took our bio o levels... y is my birthday always on these kind of days.... =/

this year sure tio one.... i wonder which subject

here comes miss eraser again...!!! emoing my room's floor

awwwwww.

my mum is gonna nag if she sees this... ahahha... we were still arguing over dinner that day.. on valentine's day.. she said that chocolates contains hormones! my god... i was like. no!!!.... and.... it went on and on and on and on.... about my pimples etcetcetcetc..... its caffine....... not hormones.... lol....

done by kahswee... in the library

ang kim pow and my aircon!!! cute eh

i wonder how xtina would react to this.. hahhaha

ah ma!

me.... long hair... studying bio

done by kahswee~

lumlum and wen xiu.. hehehehheheh

my first sony ericsson phone^^

2009-02-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

i am blogging now.... not becuz i am emo or excited... becuz someone who doesnt look like he bloghops hopped onto my blog and found it boring. surprise surprise surprise ( i sound bored dunt i... i am bored!)

today is valentine's day.... got pang seh... T.T

cuz justine had to go for church... i am not a church goer ps...

well.... life is full of surprises.

ok... i think i sound realli bored... ok.. so i shall jus list down th reasons why i say that

firstly, yile actually went for class outing on saturday at shangkai's house. think its his first ever class outing with us right?

secondly, jingkai's phone disappeared mysteriously in the cinema.
............................
continue on 15 feb

the internet explorer jus shut down on its own.. and i din bother to restart it and went to sleep... i feel like a pig... yeah... jocelyn. i am a pig hahahhaha.
yup went to the library today... to choing tutorials. cuz i slept the whole of yesterday... yupz. got pang seh mah.... xian

i am so xianed...

zzzzz
yeah.. u should have asked me out earlier... haha. but... too bad...
wells we still have a long way to go my friend ^^

think this is the most xian diao post ever.... yeah....

i think i should spend some time uploading photos from thousands of years ago......

2009-01-22T23:34:00.001+08:00

super pissed

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

but at least my dream came true today.. half of my dream i would say. ^^ happi.

buttttt.......... guzheng and the class totally spoiled my mood

2009-01-17T00:08:00.001+08:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

2009-01-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

o levels results are out today!! really excited about though i aint the one taking the results but i am still reallly excited and nervous. nanhua did badly this year, (as usual) byebye autonomous, or rather they should say bye to mr foo soon i guess. our results are constantly declining.... wth. 80 ppl fail hcl. omgosh. and i thought that my chinese is bad enough. Lol. kk gtg sleep. tired after choinging hw for so many days. nitex everyone. sweet dreams ~~

2008-12-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

i shall blog properly. lol
yeps. my laptop had been revived by .......... DELL
yupyup. yesterdae^^ (goodbye to the days when i had to use the com in the living room)
the technician had a beautiful voice by the way. nono don get me wrong in that way. lol
but we din interact much. he was in the living room while i was in the study room reading...

hmm. talking about reading. my excuse for not doin my homework while my mum's at home was that... now i have read quite a number of books and my homework is like a pile of shit that i dunt wanna touch it at all. i hadnt complete any of them. i haven even touched physics and gp... zzz 12 days left............... must choing liao. other then those 2 sub i still have one mroe maths paper and a few more chem qns. oh man........ homework is realli bothersome.

i shall go watch my TV~~ and care about hw tomorrow....

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2008-12-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

my laptop has revived^^
muahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahha
lolz

happi^^

happy new year everyone >< woooottss

2008-12-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

my laptop has crashed~~ yeahh... using the computer in the living room. xianx. the screen is too wide that i am having vvv little privacy.~~ it's been a while since i last update. haiz. dun feel realli well. as in mentally. yeah. i am mentally unstable alright~~

i feel trapped~

i missed many people so much that i am going out of my mind.

hmmm. anywaes. THANK U DA JIE DA~~
hahahha ^^ yups
sometimes its realli those people who realli helps mi. get me out of myself. yeah. sounds weird eh? hmmm.. unexpected~~ hahah yeah that similey face in that message realli helped ^^

dad's back.~~~~ xianz. no audition for mi ler. sorry XiaoShuai ><

hmm. wad shall i do todae online?

i have no idea... i am like a lost sheep... who doesnt wanna study
talking about studying. i bet 08 ppl are mugging their erm... brains (not hearts) out. lolZ~ boring muggers. i am seriously thinking if i should book that chalet~ wad if no one turns up? that would be totally o.0 but its a possibility judging by u noe~ their erm....

hmm. jus another nick on msn. 'turn back time'
=)
hmm. everytime i see those stuff i would think of someone who doesnt wan to turn back time even though those are good times. yeah~ really impressive guy ^^ i dun think he would ever stumble across my blog so yeah i dun mind typing all these here.
so. after wad he said to me, i Remember When. hahhahha. yups ><

think i shall go blog hopping and see wad people are doin nowadays

2008-12-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

blogging.... nothing to right now.... darnnn... shouldnt have slept after work.... zzz.. but i was realli tired... finally repaired the laptop. MYSELF~~~~ yeah.... unbelievable eh... keep blacking-out that i was so irritated. sux. everything sux during this period of the year... as always... zzzzzz

i cant get myself to work... i mean do homework... I ******* CANT!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH
I HAVE NO MOTIVATION AT ALL.... onli 3 weeks or so left and i hadnt been doing anything except for maths... wth. i am dying... and i feel realli realli realli guilty that i feel like dying. wads the problem with me and this period of the year mannn?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

*inhale*exhale*inhale*exhale*

done. ok
i am okays ~~

2008-11-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

The other side of suffering

Everyone feels pain
But surely, after suffering, satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals.
With life, it's like that for everyone.
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely be a treasure.
Let's believe in that.

Step by step

When my existence seem to disappear,
i will look for the place where i can do the best i can
from now on, i will deliberate slowly
i won't be impatient
i won't be greedy
i won't give up
because everyone takes things step by step

humans do not think of what they can do. instead, many of us here are always fretting over what we cannot do.

aw man... there is sth wrong with audition AGAIN...zzz oh well.... i shalll continue watching one litre of tears T.T . its quite a nice and meaningful show.
but i think the producers sort of got it abit wrong here and there... like by adding in the love part. it just makes the whole show a bit weird. in my opinion, i think it would be better if that part is gone so that the feelings, the family relationship, friendship and other stuff can be brought out. but anywaes. its quite a nice show.. realli meaningful. treasure life while we can
^^
yups

2008-11-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

hey everyone!!
i am updating! yup!!
^^ ***smiles***

finally back from yltc yesterdae. slept 18 hours straight... serious. no joking.
zzz

sand flies bites are not a joke either. its all over my body. my stomach, my whole hand, my whole leg, my back... aw manx. i am like scratch scratch scratch... itchyitchyitchy... zzz

yltc is for ppl who are fit...

brief summay... haha

first day, we assembled at njc parade square at 730 am, play icebreaking games like descraibing ur first crush.... yeahhh... then those usual games that involves teamwork.yeah... our group is... LOVE <333

after whIch we had some sort of amazing race around singapore... first stop was from nj to seletar reservoir... we din walk of course... we had our bagpack yea noe... lol. after which we went t o chinese garden and thats where it rained heavily and we were supposed to search for this lame teacher (always say pretty pretty please while pleaing with him... haha) we were soaked... haha. noe i sort of learned about many famous chinese leaders like wen tian xiang, yue fei, guan yu, kong zi, hua mu lan.... etcetc.. not that i dunno them in the first place but din realli noe indepth about them lah.. next stop we went to vivo city for our lunch and thats our third stop and we had to search for this teaher who were sitting at this cafe in vivo facebooking... =.=
then we headed toward sentosa and it started raining again T.T...... squeezed into the tram with our shorts all wet.... with our big big bagpacks, sleeping bag, shoe bag..... did some lame stuff.... then we went to east coast food centre and from there we walked to our camp site... CCAC.. u noe the camp we had our sec 3 camp??? yup.. 5 km walk... it was like wow... zzz... tiring... my shoulders were like aching... ahhhh. finally dinner... i cant rmb wad we ha though,.. lolz. we then had a leadship training talk. it was quite useful unlike those brong kind of talks.. quite meaningfula nd they make sense... yup.

second dae... we went kayaking... phew... it was wow... tiring for the shoulders after the first day... yeah... tiring... yitong is realli good... se is a one-start... wow~~ we kayaked quite far. then we had this capsizing activity... yup... haha... it was quite funny but realli tiring... u need alot of arm muscle for that.. realllii... it was realli difficult to get onto the kayak with the life vest and all... and u can see all ur belongings floating ard... ahaha... my shoes' soles.. lol... they were like floating here and there.... after washing away all the sand and all... we went cycling!!!!... yup!!! i realli missed cycling ... yep!!! hope we will have a 404 chalet.... we took the same route.. yup but this was longer and more tiring... yes... 42 km... our butts were like rotting... shoulders aching also... T.T .... but cycling was damn fun... but i think it was more fun with 404 ppl... cuz they dun stop as much... its quite retarded over there at yltc cuz they always stop after down slopes... its like wth???? y??? keep stoping starting stoping starting.... irritating...

third dae...
went rafting... haha.. yup quite fun... after which we went dragon boating!!! fun fun!!! yup ^^ hehe... we capsized (on purpose) haha... very fun!!! the sea is my home!!! <<<333
after that we had outdoor cooking... lol.. it was okay.... i din realli get to cook.. but... oh well...
then there was this alumni talk... yeah... serious... i dont get y there was this talk.... lolz??? the teachers serious had nothing to do... they were bbq-ing under our bunks... wth????

fourth dae
this was the most exciting dae for me.. ^^ yep i love heights!!! ropes courses!!!! haha
ot was realli fun and it got me so highh!!! high!!! and i was still very high when performing our skit! yep hahah
our cheer is realli nice tooo... <<<<333 campfire was fun =)

last dae...
we got up at 3 am... and ran... not the normal pt... zzz... oh yeah i din mention it previously.... we had pts everymorning... we did like 100 counts of 8 of jumping jacks... push ups... running.... phewwww.... its was horrible...s o horrible... oh yeah
back to the fourth dae... we got up in like 5 mins... no brushing of teeth... nth.... i forced myself to tie my hair... wow... felt a sense of achievement when i tied my hair in such a short period of time and without combs too.. haha. yep
then we ran.... 10 km!!!! serious... marathon... i was like cmicmicmicmicmicmi
ppl had to pull me along... we were like counting lamp post... i had to ran 7 lamp posts... then walk 3 lamppost.... o wow... but i did it... which was quite unbelievable... i thought of giving up... serious.... but they keep cheering and shouting that i din dare to give up... thanks ppl!!! i wouldnt have done it without all of u.... yep.. thank you!!! ^^ (scratch scratch)
we cleaned up the place and went home... by bus!! haha... yep.. if not i will jus die... there were rumors that we had to walk back to nj ~~

went to see the doctor cuz i dunno wad happened to my skin initially.... yeah... theyare sand flies bites... o mannn.... he said it will tke like a month and a half to fullly heal... T.T... thats like school reopen...

tireddd... slept 18 hours... from yesterdae 3 pm tl todae 9 am and went off to work after breakfast.... went to amk hub after work.... took me so long cuz i had to apply the lotion on every bite....

gtg soon................

awwwwwwwwwwww

manymanymany homework to do.............. crazy teachers..... still have to do consolidation.... study for physics.... etcetc... jiayou everyone...zzz...

jus finished reading vampire knight and naruto.... omg... they are damn nice... think both are ending soonn... sobbs... i dun ever wan them to end...

2008-11-05T22:29:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to mie!!!
lolz.

i am 17 already. is that good or bad?

haiz
todae sux seriously.
have to go to school early in th morning for op practice. okay. that was like WTF.

2008-11-01T17:51:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it wont leave me alone...

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase...

When you'd cried i'd,
wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd,
fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me,
By your resonating light.
Now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts,
my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away,
all the sanity in me.

These wounds wont seem to heal...
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you'd cried i'd,
wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd,
fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along.

When you'd cried i'd,
wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd,
fight away all of your fears.
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

2008-10-27T21:13:00.003+08:00

zzzz
trying to do pw now but dunno wad to do

i can conclude that most people are selfish and inconsiderate.... wtf

duunnno wad to include in my speech and everyone is daoing mi... thinking that i dun make sense at all... fcuk!

i keep repeating wad christine will be saying b4 mi but that were supposedly to be part of the presentation... y dun u ppl understand wad i am trying to say... guess my english is realli bad. lolz

there are many venues invloved in the plan!!!! but onli the presentation and discussion session is held at the njc learning lab and ksa vc lab!!! not the whole seminar, not the research project.!!!
no u ppl dun understand at all... zzz... u all onli know that u wan to have sth to say... wad about mi? i even have to add lame stuff like the length of the event. wtf...

2008-10-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

hellos

todae is the last day of school. yeah...
not a vv happy day though. got back allll the promos results at one go is not fun at all... u dunno whether to feel happy or sad.... hmmm.. more like a mixture...
firstly, i got vvvvvvv lousy for physics!!!
zzzzz
ironic..... physics used to be one of my better subject..... now ar....zzzz...T.T
on the contrary, my chem got better than my phy.... never b4 in history seriously.... T.T
haiz
wad done cannot be undone
shall go for the retest........ and the remedials.... i need them seriously...

haiz........ my results sux like shit.... T.T
y is nj likedat...... hmmm or rather, y is the class so crazy?!?!
stressssseeedddd

suxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
*&%^^&%%^$*^(*&)(*&^%%$#@

theres sth wrong with audition todae....zzzzz

o
went to ate new york jus now... yummy... the pasta sauce is damn nice.....

2008-10-05T17:09:00.002+08:00

hellos. i am finaallyyy here to update
yep xtina. i am updating

hmm. i am surprised that i can still remember my password.lolz
i think i shall change my blogskin some dae
cy says its too pink...awwww
hahaahahhahaha. i shall change it to...... VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!
muahahahhahahha
it rocks!! yups

haha

doin pw now... actuallly not realli lah... jus finished reading naruto up to the last chapter available. damnnn.. its nice.. seriously touching
almost cried when i read it. yups
its nice......... jiayou!!! haha i am abit mad liaoz
too xianzzzz... keep auditioning and manga-ing..
haha, its onli the first week after exams and i am xian already???? haha
good luck manz
there's always pw to cheer u up
(as if)

lloollzz... anywaes. think i have to get back and do pw. there's a wedding dinner tonight. so not much time left to complete pw.. shit....
the pw committe is taking too long jus to comment on our wr..... toooo looonnnggggg
stupid antoine.
the wr is screwed up seriously...

arghsss. i am so broke... after that lunch at seoul garden on thursdae.... xianzzzz....
no money lers. i wanna work liao. anyone have any jobs for me?????????

15 more minutes and i have to go and bathe..... dun think i can complete the pw slides..... how?????

die......y is our group the first one?????

VAMPIRE KNIGHT WILL ALWAYS ROCKS!!!! yupyup

2008-09-04T21:49:00.007+08:00

went to school todae... for exco meeting... yeah.... life's like dat manns
after that went to watch Wall E with xingru =)
yup. quite nice the show. haha
tell us that we cannot throw litter everywhere... if not wall e very ke lian.... have to build towers literally TOWERS of litter.... haha
no lah..... but quite a simple and funny love story.. yeah... recommended =) quite sweet
and wall E is CUTE!
after that we went to food republic for dinner. haha
xingru is damn qiang
i eat my zha jiang mian
she ate ma la man jia la!!! haha
its like wow... i drank one mouthfull of her soup its like.... sssssssss
HOT!!!!!!!!
haha
if its me ar, sure will tear one but she din! its like wow!how great is that
ma la jia la

VK rocks!!! i love vk! yupyup

so cute!!!!!! VK ROCKS!!! =)

kaname and friends

ahh.. this... haha... is not from vk but same mangaka
looks like kaname and yukki right
ahahahahhahahhahahha!!! VK ROCKS TO THE MAX!!! seriously

2008-09-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

VAMIPRE KNIGHT ROCKS TO THE MAXXXXXX

yupyups.
its damn nice

nicer than chocolat... h3... etcetc...
yupyup
the storyline is so.... WOW!!!!

i love the mangaka mannn...

ahhhhhhh

so nice so nice
i dun ever wan it to end!!!!!

this girl has jus gone CRAZY over vampire knight

looking for vampire knight blogskins
yupyups
realli crazy
omg

http://vampire-knight.minitokyo.net/

vampire knight rox!!!

i love ya so much

2008-08-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

One day a farmer's horse fell into the well. The animal cried priteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided that the animal waa too old and the well needed to be covered anyway. It just wasn't worth the effort to retrieve the horse. He got all his neighbours to come over to help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shove dirt into the well.

At first, the horse realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then to everyone's amazement, he quieted down. A few shovels loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the horse would shake it off and take a step up the well. Everyone was amazed as the horse finally stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds off dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells by not stopping, never giving up.

2008-08-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

watching olympics now..... yupyups... doin econs va too
todae quite slack.... ahh.... though there's cons va lah... but after the research part its okie lerx. yupsyups

quite wu liao so went to that netball website... wow... acjc lost to rjc by ONE point only... those ac ppl are realli very good... i guess.. some of them form nanhua... yupyup.. and for one category... i saw nanhua!!! getting 4th.. yep. =) not bad. though i think the last batch seems to be better.

i shall finish my econs va todae!!!
cuz tmr will be a pw day....... yeah... pw.....

2008-08-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

todae is a *toot* dae.... with *toot* ppl in the class asking *toot* questions which i dunt think that in their actual work they will add *toot* statistics..... one adjective.... guai lan
think b4 u speak...

this week is totally sick..... rubbishy... have to collect cip reflections... *vomit blood*
so wad if ur studies are very good... so wad if u have very high IQ? i dont freaking give a damn about it. wads wrong with the attitude? i will fcking slap u... i wunt cuz i dun wanna stain my hands with ur fcking dead skin...

really not in the mood to do anything at all....

sux... the class sux like wth....

i dun wanna talk about it here........ zzz

(let there be a sort of page break)

anywaes....

HAPPY BIRTHDAE AH MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wish u will get sexier and sexier everytime i see u... muahahahahha....
i am such a les manx...

haha.... but i dun give a damn....

i miss u ah ma!!!!!! haha... yupyups...
i miss everyone!!!!!

life is so meaninglessss....zzzzzz....

A. W. Pinero
Those who love deeply never grow old; they may die of old age, but they die young.

meaningful right.... saw this on the net.... on like quotes use to sort of 'wish' ppl happy birthdae

yeah.... haiz.... i shall go sleep

2008-08-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

dear readers,

i dun think i will be updating my blog (unless i am so free that i have nth to do)
tutorials are piling up and promos is due in one month... results for ct isnt good at alll.... have to buckup!!!! jiayou zhiwen!!!!!!!
yupyup....

doing eom now..... zzzzzzzzzzzz
can i jus anyhow do???? its onli 6% of pw........ isit alot????
i dunno.......

xianxianxian...

there was tial chem spa jus now during caal... super rush... not enough time to finish.... cuz of that stupid tare thing... make me wash my cup and bottle... dry.... and there's no tissue paper available... in the end jus crap up some results...

i feel so xianzzzzz......
listening to xue shan chun xiao.... nice nice... i wanna learn!!!

arghhhhhhhhhh
y everything also too vague?? wads wrong... i cannot crap out anything lerx..zzzz
haiz.... AA should realli go home and cry.....

very long never play audition lerx..... feel like playing sia....
but i dun wanna get addicted again.................. life is so sad....

shall get back to my eom....

how???? i have a sudden urge to eat at sumo house.... haha.... and nanhua food
fridae is such a nice dae........ yupyupz
went back nanhua... played netballl from 1030 till ard 6 plus.... plus bridging in the staff room!! muahaha... this is the first time i spent such a long time in the staff room =) played with mr liu... haha.. he even treated us to KFC. yupyupz. feel so bad sia... quite ex i guess... but ohwell..... its not like he get to see us everydae already.... vice versa la... looking forward to teachers day... nj better release us earlier so we can play netball til we drop dead. heeheheex.
there's mid autumn too >.< (christine's fave expression)

i have decided to pon school on fridae!!! yupyupz... jy zhiwen!!! i dunnwann chem double...zzz
horrible zhiwen... horrible... haha...wadeverxxx

todae is a damn xian dae manx
feel like zzzzzzzzz..............................................

the econs lecTurer seriously SUX....
not even a page todae...... and she wans to finish the topic the next lecture...oh purleaseeee....

shall reallli go finish crapping the eom first... yupyup.

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2008-08-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

yizu wu qu.

must watch..,... damn impressive reallii... i was like wanting to clap even b4 it ended... serious if i am not at home.... haha...

damn niceeeeeee awwwwwwww... yi zu..

romanza on gz... sounds okay.. haha... quite nice.... genius la this guy

qing sang qu =(

nice piece of work........

another wowowowoow

dagameilin... first few song i learnt... but not to this depth..... this is like wowowowoow tooo... the way she plays is so unique... pressing the xian with her whole hands.... wowowowoowowowowoow!!!!!

2008-07-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.handmakemyaccessories.blogspot.com/

gorgeous.. omg.. but quite ex...
save $$.. haha.. nicenice handmade... wowow!!!

2008-07-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's not the fault of student if he/she fails because the year ONLY has 365 days...typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0

How can a student pass ?????'

thi post is copied from class 08s19... haha... damn funny isnt it
imagine if i post it on the class blog??? haha
i dunt think anyone will find that amusing though... should i try... nah.. maybe not..
haha

todae was a nice dae... yupyup
GP lecture.... so actually dunnid to do the compre and the essay outline =) luckiii us. yep.
then maths and econs lecture... the econs lecturer is weird... like she cant pronounce stuff normally... me and pin fang was like laughing.. seriously.. boring... but we were sitting infront... wad can we do??? nothing... stone... cant even sleep..
the chem tutorial...i guess miss sim is okie already... i mean not as boring la.. but jus stone.. cuz like quite pointless like dat... then maths.. haha.. as usual.. funny and entertaining.. yup
then after which went to kap for lunch with xinyi yinghui gina and jiwei... actually its celebrating of jiwei's birthdae la... lol
anywae... i m at supernatural episode 14 lerx!!!!!! woots.=) supernatural is nice... highly recommended.... yupyup

todae is a nice dae... my mum made sushi! yippy!!
yummy

i <3 chocolates

night festival tomorrow!!!!!!
but have to go to school for stock taking.... booooo...
haiz... bring cloth.... clean up.... xian... jyjy zw!!!!

2008-07-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

slacking day today!!!
woots

haha

todae is a damn slck dae... wahhhhh

first we had econs and mrs chee said that we can hand in our assignment next mondae!! (yayness.. *happi*) haha
then pe.. played badminton =) quite fun... tiffany improved alot!! yupyups jiayou!!!

com alittle lagging todae.. haha... nvm.. have to wait for supernatural to load.... faster faster.. haha

after that we had chem... haha... but todae is okie... haha... miss sim used one whole period to explain LCP and stilll haven finish the questions... totally dotz... haha.. but still okie... cuz we were talking among ourselves... haha.

then phy... haha.. we played cards.. cuz mr wong yanndao wasnt here.. i mean. he was in school but had to invigilate the phy SPA... yups.. we played daidi.. yups
everyone's like so high.. haha
then the most slack most relaxed most entertaining lesson... MATHS!!! muahaha...
reading everyoone's chinese names... haha
ren binG... haha.... pinnnnn fang... yangyang1
haha
quite funny... entertaining...
then there was house session... which was erm.. okie???
i dunno... but the house cap is like too serious la... haiz.... oh wellzzz

then me n pf went to bukit timah market place for tea?? or is that dinner?? haha
nnonono.. its tea.. i am going to eat soon..... dinner!! curry and lettuce.. yummy!!! =p

slcaking dae man...

b ut still have loads of hw to do... yellow booklet plus..... worse.. anotoine relied me and wan me to edit some stuff for the EoM... super xian..... zzzzzzz
*snore* =0

i miss u like hell...

2008-07-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

hiaz.... slack a little.... zzzzzzzzz....

busy busy busy...

tonnes of homework have to do....
how to sleep....

1. physics notes that mr wong wants
2. physics purple book questions
3.econs essay outlines for stuff we haven even learn
4.EOM (pw totally ***)
5. maths tutorial
6. chem extra hw from miss sim.... 35 questions from section C
7. Gp yellow booklet
8. guzheng stuff

haiz...
this saturdaehave to go school for stock taking also... clean the gz room, etc...
*yawns* not that i mind clearing up the mess... but have to wake up so early... 830 am....
wowowowow....=0

feel so gluttonish nowadaes.. haha... ate alot todae.... like 5 meals... haha

and super bad news...
even though mondae lessons will be conducted on thursdae... we have to start school at 8... normal time.... *one big yawn* =0

i miss nanhua guzheng!!!
ah ma!! xin yi!! da jie da!! lei hoi!! hui ting!! rose!! yang lu!! hui zhen!!

haiz!!!!

wadever......

living like a zombie............
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2008-07-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

heeheex =)
>.<

lol

haha

wadever

EoM-ing now.... so xian... dunno how to continue.... haiz....

pw should be removed!!!
muahahah

feeling so mean now.... hmm
y arx???

anywaes... enough randomness... i dun think i can blog as freely as i want to already with counter jumping so rapidly...

sometimes i treat this blog like a convo with close friends... yup... but now... dunno luh... jus feel v weird??

anywaes, i guess i love mondays!! haha... and this thursday is going to run like monday's timtable!! woots!! congratz to ppl in 08s08... haha...
our mondaes are damn short... if thursdae starts school at 830, its okie realli wow!!!
slack all the way... maths is slack... then lectures... then home... plus todae no cip as the kids are having racial harmony day... haha... todae's weather is nice...
gtg..
dad's nagging.. heex
but i am in a good mood todae...
oh well...
thats all..
=)

2008-07-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo everyone
hahahahhaa

todae is quite a dae i can say...
slept at ard 4 plus and woke up at ard 9 plus...
went out in the afternoon... quite fun... listening to songs is the best part... they can sing..
after that went to the national library cuz its near. sat there and stone and did onli one question. haha. went to the washroom and when i came out.. guess hu i saw??
JUNWEN!!! hahahaha... it was a damn funny sight... firstly, it was a funny place... plus.. he is wearing this super gayish purple shirt and whitish? knee length shorts.. haha.. waitin for his gf outside the washroom.. haha.. when we saw each other we were like opening our eyes super big like surprise.. hahaha... i realli wanted to laugh like mad. haha.
he is still the same.. bear-ish. haha

next, me n me dad went for the night festival!!!!!!!!!
it was a wow!!! show.. haha..
those dancers 'flying' in front of the national museum... its like wow... the dancers are like walking on air.. running here and there gracefully.... one word - superb
they were like turning here n there... wowowowowow... their long dresses... ahh.. so graceful...

but there's one thing bad... those ppl in front of me are too tall!!!.. those ang mohs jus stood in front of me like they are v short likedat... i have to tip toe... jump... to watch the performance... which is like the very not fun part...

however, it was fine overall... i wanna go next fridae... maybe with xinyi.. cuz after she watch the news about it she became v interested and also becuz we missed each other la... heehee

i miss you-s

guzheng and netball rocks

haha =)

anywae. gerald,wilson and foongwei is going off soon...
gerald going back tmr.... hmm.. wish everyone of them the best!!!
i wonder wad gerald's gonna do in australia..
i miss the food at hill bistro!!!!!!
yummy pastas and yummy drinks... awwww
i wanna go back for lunch!!!!!
hahahhahahha...

2008-07-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

just went online... quite a lot of ppl online todae... its quite late already.

went to watch some nj performance.. broadway night.. quite nice. the singing part.

after that went ter bukit timah market place for tang yuan!!!
haha
tang yuan rox!!

heehee

quite high now.. haha.. dono y..
thank you so much for helping me with my EoM!!! thanks =)

haha.. anywae.. there is this song.. quite nice.its froma anime... manga..
lilium... nice song... to zanarkand also nice.. i love the way jocelyn plays it. hahahahha

hmm... in a dilemma.. dono where to go tmr...
there's a kranji primary carnival... after that there a church performance... dunno if i should go... then at night there's this performance at the singapore museum i think.. read it in the newspaper this morning while eating my bread with potato salad my mum made.(yummy)
i feel like going for the night performance... howhow???
heihei.. i shall sms jocelyn...

hmm.. the night performance looks nice... i think i will go even if i have to go alone... its free anywaes... but dunno if my parents will allow.....

should i go???
but i haven done a lot of stuff..... econs... maths... physics notes to do for mr wong... chem prac... gp yellow booklet.... waolao.... so much homework... they still wanna encourage reading... oh yeah talking about reading.. there's a library books sale on... at expo.... where books are sold at a much much cheaper price... hmm.. see. i dunno where to go....
who is willing to tag along???
so late lerx... my dear da jie da should be sleeping.... called her... but halfway thru decided to be nice and not disturb her.. haha.. i m so nice.. i aint that ba dao..
haha

wadever la... everything see first...

2008-07-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

finally got to blog.. haha
cuz doin Eom
okie
not doing
but TRYing to start doin.. hahaha

EoM sux.... waste of time.. or rather... PW SUX!!
hahaahahahahha

okok
i shall try to do... have to hand in tmr

next week will be a vvvv busy week.. jyjyjyjy!!!

oh yeah
got qm(quater master)
okie la
not v bad.... i din give speech....
but....... that bi*** got treasurer!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
dun like her
dun like her
y likedat....
xian... feeling totally xian....
keep pressing enter... hhaa... chatt too much on msn
keep pressing enter...
my blog will look damn long

hahahhaha
i dun care

enter
enter
enter

dunno wad to do for EoM
eee--ooo---mmm

hmm
shall i post about stuff from last week??

hmm..
i shall do that and jus throw eom aside

hmmmmmm
last sundae!!
went to the fun-fillled!! sunny!! watery!! siloso beach!!!
woots!!!

hmm..kk
i think i should do my eom since someone will help me edit
yayness
hahahhaha

2008-07-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

feels so good to have the laptop...

v xian... have to go now... wanna bblog oneee....

2008-07-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

ahh.. finally got back my laptop...
lol.. was confiscated. yup. all becuz of ct
realli feel like slacking....... so i told my parents i wan to quit jc and transfer to poly... but they dun allow and took all my playing stuff away... my comics... zzzz
no life for a week... jus sleep... and rot.. and do tutorials...
result were not good at all... nope... not good at all... phy was digusting after i saw my mcq marks...

wadever.. its onli 20%
but quite demoralising... fist time failing phy...zzz

anywae...
there's class outing tmr~~
hope it will be fun..
vvvvv long never go sentosa lerx... but this time round mayb different cuz going with classmates... used to go there with guzheng ppl one... fun =) i miss those daes...
but this time round also not alot of ppl going..
haiz... disappointing
nvm... it will be fun...

hmm. heard from carissa that wilson confessed to a girl named celine... hmm... but i dunno hu she is... haha... or maybe i forgot hu she is.... lol..... carissa is so funny.... haha..... calling him a despo... hmm... i think not ba... but he is jus lonely? yeah....

see.. i meet loads of emo ppl... or rather... there are alot of emo ppl out there.... yupp... totally agree.. eh.. agree with myself... yupp.lol

haiz....

like reallli got no life ar jc... xian...
shall start taking my work seriously... if not i will end up being the last in class... which i dun wan... duh... hu wans??

o yeah... jingkai got a new blog... haha... quite cute... hamster... haha.lol.
he's is like so funny
there are a lot of funny ppl in our class... think s08 is quite a unique class..
haha

hmm..
wad shall i post...
sometimes there are jus so much stuff to post but when i start typing i will rethink if i should post that... cuz like maybe not everyone can accept it... when more ppl know my blog... and they dunt tag...
soo.. yeah....

haiz... dunno how i feel now... quite empty.... haiz...

too much feelings make me emotionless... confused... dunno wad i am thinking about....

talking to christine now... should be like others also... but everyone seems to be busy... i will be busy too if i can play audition... but i cant.... i am like constantly being monitored and i seriously hate it... i m like practically staring at the piece of blank foolscalp paper.....

life is so meaningless....

kept thinking like wad dajieda always say liike life's meaningless and all... study... work... and in the end we still die....
haiz... sad case la...

something is weird about me nowadays
sometimes when i cross the road i will be like thinking... if i got hit by a car accidentally of cuz ( i am not emo neither am i suffering from depression luh) will anyone be sad or worried?? if i die (choy!!) will anyone come to my funeral??? will anyone know that i actually existed???
hmm... dunno... keep thinking luh.... ( but no worries... i am okay... lol)

think i jus need to chill... so i hope tmr's trip to sentosawould realli help.... yeah.. hope so.

i realli feel like playing... hands very itchy... cannot endure lerxx...

shall come back to post later....

2008-07-01T12:24:00.001+08:00

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pls help me take this survey...
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2008-06-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

blogging again....
v long never post a proper post lerx... loll
todae's the last dae of the after ct hols....
time flies... realli quickly...
there's like so much stuff to do already.... i have no life...
tomorrow have to go for cip.... maths va.... and gz interview with the teachers....
no life... tomorrow should be a holidae for me.. aft the disasterous ct...
i shall not give any comments at all... to not to add on to the amount of vulgarities to my blog...

wadever... i shall not give a damn anymore...

but physics spa was okay... nth much..
hmmm... something funny happened... my dad was hospitalised... lol.. it was funny becoz..... its onli mild gastrics after all those scanning which cost a bomb.... lol... 4000 ++
my mum was like... when u grow up go be a doc...
lolll
my mum...
wadever.... i dun give a damn.... i jus wanna be happy and live a life with him and jus die a happy girl....
like after ct.... went to sukisushi at cineleisure.... that's life.... plus we got a free movie ticket... haha... me and pf were quite lucky eh? haha... watched 'the happening'. quite nice... thrilling... scary... gross... and logical... but al ittle unreasonable... haha... plants giving off poisonous substance making human kill themselves.... lol... quite ehh... funny? weird...
haha..... i realise i am crapping so much..

wadever...

anywae happy belated birthdae to jocolyn teo wen xiu aka da jie da!!!

went shopping with carrissa (isit double r????? i always forgot.. psps)
bought two fbts and a pink nike bottle... haha... pink is a bimbo colour meh???
its sweet... haha... wadever... the other color all not nice anywaes...
din buy anything else aft that... zzz.... bu she de spend all my money... need to save for next week... mayb going shopping again...
saw a guess wallet... ahh.. feel like buying... quite worth it... less than 50 dollars... worth right??
and its pretty....

hiaz...

praticaaly rotting todae... no one is free to go out....zzzzzz
play audition... go grandma'a house... home again... dad dun allow me plae audition.... say wad.. like an ite student... wadever.... play secretly.... he wunt know..... heehee....

off to plae......... i am in love with pink!!! hahahahha....

rememberwhen <3

(shall come back to blog later.....)

2008-06-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

FFFFFFFFFF this hols....zzz
keep studying and studying til i wanna... urghhhh...... f the ct... F you...
feeling damn pissed right now... feel like bashing ppl up the whole dae todae....
went to the library todae... as usual... studyy... mugg... mugg... read comics... eat.... sit down... muggggg.... f this ct man.... now back home i dun get to touch the com.... FFF the one playing it now... sucker...
damn pissed off right now.... (squishing an ant)*

urghhh.... i m going mad.... zzz... i think i caught the mugging bug... damn....
something weird happened jus now... i took a comic out to read and mann... it smells like shit... n i was wondering where it came from..... read halfway then stopped reading and went to the kitchen to wash my hands... lol... dunno y.... and then my dad came and i took out my econs notes to read and weird... my notes smell like flowers... my gosh.... weird things happened to me during the hols....zzz....

damn pissed off....... i need a hell load of chocs......

2008-06-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

lol.... wanted to blog one... but ended up watching anime and online manga... haha.... next time... =))

2008-05-29T20:22:00.003+08:00

Your PMS Disaster Level: EXTREME!

You're PMS is horrific and totally freaky.

You should be locked away once a month... with a ton of chocolate cake!

Are You a PMS Disaster?

i agree with this one man!!! my pms is horrible!!!! aarrggghhhhhhhhh

Your Spelling is Good

You got 9/10 correct.

Your spelling is generally pretty decent. You are prone to a few mistakes, but the mistakes you make are pretty forgivable.

How's Your Spelling?

suprising eh? my spelling ... hahaha... i bet a lot of peeps can get 10/10

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.

People feel like they really don't know the true you...

Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.

It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.

You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are % Lady

You're a pretty crass, and even a bit crude on occasion.

Manners don't matter to you, but they sure matter to those around you.

Are You A Lady?

i am not a lady...... haha.... wth...

the quizes are stupid manx..... haha lol........................

guan mo hui tomorrow!!! mus reach school at 715.... which is like earlier than normal days...zzz

talking about sleep.... i slept 13 HOURS yesterdae!!!!!!....zzzz... i m going to get dumb.... hahahhaha... according to xc... sleeping makes me dumb.... haha.... reached home about 5 and slept til todae morning 7 am.... 14 hours!!!!!!! cool!!!!! haha.... but there's still eyebags.... T.T

=.=

i wonder wad should i do tomorrow after gmh... bathe in school then go for aristal? or go home first???????

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-05-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

You value your friendships: 75%You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Nosy Level: 80%You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.

You like equality. When you choose a present you first consider what his preference. You are an attractive woman who cares much about your appearance. You always want to look good in public, so you dress very well. These don't match your boyfriend's style sometimes.

Jealousy Level: 50%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousyYou easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?You wouldn't give him a clue on how to understand you better. You are very direct, hot-tempered and authoritative. And he must listen and obey to what you say. If you can find someone who understands your true nature, the relationship will go on.

*ouch* an ant jus bit me..... damnn

How will you choose your Mr Right?You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like?Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.
How loyal are you?You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

As you choose to sit on the front, you are quick-witted and will always have gags to make people laugh or have questions for them to think. If you are absent, all members will be bored.

You are ambitious. Your husband is likely to be a well educated and well-to-do. He should also have a secure job and succeed in his career. You do not care much what others think of you. You choose the man who adores you. You always dress well without caring how much you have to spend on your clothes. You are embraced with wealth.

2008-05-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

hi...
i have no mood todae.
jus feel like blogging cuz i miss u...
i m sorri that i ignored u...
i love u....
i am sorri if i broke ur heart...
i am sorri i made u cry....

i am happy that u r happy now...
u dun remember me... thats good fer u...
mayb u do remember me...
but i hope those are good and happy memories...

emo-ing

dunno whether to go fer class bbq tomorrow.... or i mean later...
i m going mad...
i m hungry...
i dun feel like eating...
i dun feel like sleeping...
i feel like studying... wth!

studying makes me forget about everything except that it reminds me of how lousy i am in the class...

i am seriously hungry....
went to KAP with PinFang jus now... fanghui, he miao, zhen hua, yunfan went there too... to discuss their PW...
PW sux like dono wad... shitty stuff....

i can feel my brain degenerating... serious...
firstly, i keep typing the wrong stuff....
secondly, i cant do simple binomial expansion... i cant rmb any of the formulae...
thirdly, i cant speak well
fourthly, i cant recognise my house... seriouly... i walked out of the lift thinking that i went to the wrong block until i saw the shoes outside the doorsteps...
fifth, i almost fell in the toilet while bathing...
sixth, i cant get perfects for audition todae...
seventh, my room is in a mess
eighth, i got moody over small stuff todae...

my life sux
i hope i will have better mood to go for the bbq...

i m a vector species........ ahhhhhhhhh.... nooooooooo
*sobbs*

2008-05-20T19:15:00.005+08:00

yo!! dun read.... it can get so damn boring realli for those who dun own the eraser... haha....

wooottssss....

tallest guy on earth!!!

on top of the... er.... mountain comics....

loner

friends 4eva!!!

my old pencil case... they are at the musem... haha... lol... i am being sosososososo lame here.... sorryyy... lol....nth to do... dun feel like doing my gpva.... xian
transpose. highlight.count words. tranpose.highlight.countwords............ ahhhhh

lao po and lao gong eraser.... i dunno wad to name themmm....*thinking*

jus like me and da jie da... ahhhhh... heehee... i cant remember which one is mine edi.... haha... think the shorter one...

bridging!!!

pf anf yy's art work.. haha...artistic right... haha... taken during BORING chem tutorial... double somemore...... zzzz

speak to the hand...i am mugging....
camera shy... =.=

ang kmi pow's cube. 2x2... so cute righttt....
haha
taken during econs... this is where i pass the bug to her... sorriiiii

glissando - acjc guitar concert =)
jocelyn aka da jie da aka miss cool treat me!!!! i love herrrr... hhahahhaa..

2008-05-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

blogging!!!
quite some time since the last blog...

todae was quite an exciting day

went back to nanhua todae!!! for NETBALLL!!!

todae's mood didnt start out to be good in the morning...

okays.. no
it was initially good one... saw kahswee, yinghui and gina in the morning at the bus stop... and early in the morning quite awake cuz going to pee in the bus already... haha... so was like asking them to walk faster.. and met xc on the way.. he looks kinda scary todae morning... at first saw him he was smiling... after that when i met him again his eyes suddenly turned so scary.. woah.. too tired he said...sleep so late of cuz tired... i slp so early also tired... haha... cuz i m a pig... heard that sleepiing makes u dumb... ahhhh... i am going to get dumber.... haha... haha
okies... haha.. jus being random...
(viwawa-ing... this two ppl vvv funny.. keep telling jokes... wad ling yong pau... char siew pau... man tou story... hahaha.... like why during a sad movie... char siew pau cry but man tou doesnt??? hahaha... guess wad... becuz mantou has no filling.... " feeling"... hahahhaa... i know its crappish... but still... hahahahhaha... quite amusing luh.... and one more... there is this fish tank... with fishes luh duh.. when some of the fishes die, the water level of the fish tank still rise???? hahaha.. this is so damn crappy. and guess wad... i gt the correct answer... =.=... haha... think think... yyyyy... hahhahahahahha...

becuz......

THE OTHER FISHES WERE CRYING AND THUS, THE WATER LVL ROSE....
hahahhahahahahahha... damn crappy right.... and i guessed the coreect answer... i was like giving up thnking and was like crapping my way thru... hahahahha.... damn funny... i was like HUHHHHHHH!!! CRAPPPPPP!!!! ARE U SURE???!!! ++++++ hahhahaha... cant believe it totally cant.. hahah...

anywaes... i am sooo broke....and sickkkk....

christina's sick also.... i think i passed the bug to her.... similar symptoms... little red dotz.... but mine is onli on the arm and leg... hers is whole body... and i dun have fever... she have
i m sosososo sorry!!!!

i was damn sick on thursdae also... flu sore throat and cough... that ppl tell me i look pale... do i???? plus there's like chem lecture.... by MISS SIM... xianz all the way... slept all the way...zzz realli... mrs teai came in and dono wad happened i fell asleep again...zzz dunno wad she;s talking about at all... then when she start the lecture then i woke up... i also dunno y... jus natural.... then she started onwaves... i find her so much more interesting... phy is more interesting luh anywaes... + i dun like miss sim... i dono wads her prob with me... its onli one tutorial.... and she remember it for like for her whole life like dat.... wth... i shall not care about her.. xp.. she sux... biased teacher....

anywaes... todae is okayyy.. haha...

but dono y the feeling of loneliness is creeping back... and i don wan it... don want... i tried to ignore the feelings of being ignored.. but v hard... *sobbs* ><

so really looking forward to going back to nanhua play ball....

it was damn fun and tiring.... gt sun burnt i think... face v pain.... i dun wanna become darkkkkkkk.... ahhhhh..... v fun!!!! netball is fun... play with the nanhua netballer... juniors... hahah... we got thrashed... hahaha..... they are v good... thats y so many ac netballers are from nanhua... noe ven guys play netball... haha... heard that ac owned a lot of school... almost all like 90+ to like 10+.... heard that ac v nus high... haha... v funny... 90 + to 0!!! 0!!!! omg...... school of
genius luhhh... 0... omg... hahahha... joke of the year luh... 0... we played from like 3 plus till 7 when the annoucement ask us to go back home.... haha... alot of ppl went back todae... saw alot of ppl... haha.... sk,zh and kw.... haha... quite funny to see them in nanhua... dunno y... haha....
anywae netball is FUN!!!!!.... haha... 4o4 is famous for netballing... hahaha.... its like everyone see me go back say... go back play netball.. 4o4 one... haha...

after which we went to have mac... i finally had my MAC SPICY!!!! muahahaha fat fat
haha

went to some void deck and bridged til 930.... haha... qiang right
hahahhaa... quite fun... play live one... heehee... jocelyn play with me wan vomit blood haha... i noob.. cantblame me.... 3 rd time playing live leh... heehee

todaes weather is like damn warm... feel like taking a bath now but will wake my parents up...
haha... still playing viwawa with th same grp of funy ppl... haha... its 3 am now.........
tomorrow wanna go library... i better slp... wanted to gpva one..... haiz... i m so unproductive.....

wanted to blog about life of the eraser one... wad mr tan call it... charcoal......lol...
from like last year till this yr one.... now become baby eraser le... hahahhahahahhahhaha.... ppl from 08s08 wunt understand...... jocelyn do!!!! hahahahhahahaha.... how's ur eraser?? my eraser misses his partner...... hahahhahhahahha....

gtg sleep..... *yawns* =0

2008-05-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

shall continue where i left...

yups

shall not talk abt thursdae cuz in the end i stayed at home... yeahhh

fridae is another boring dae except for InE

sat is collge dae....

hahah... intially.. like yesterdae was quite enthu about blogging about college dae one... but... now... not so already....

hmm
for sundae...
i shall post photos onli...

...... but lazy luhhh

nvm

i shall blog when i have the mood....

2008-05-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

"The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind."
Wayne Dyer

i am confused! totally...nvm

i shall blog about the stuff i did since.... last thursday...

thursday... holiday.. labour day . wanted to go out with 4o4 ppl. but in the end it turned out to be a 'failure' cuz ac ppl having common test so they have to study... and jocelyn has tonnes of articles to do too.... very long nv see her le... miss her!!! hmmm... the onli ppl i like in nanhua are from guzheng... surprisingly... looking at my sec one and two days when i keep ponning guzheng... but we managed to become more 'bonded' thru SYF... i still miss them loads really... no kidding.. i feel like bringing them all over to njgz where we can have fun... again... i look at christina's blog... she is having so much fun in njband... and she has that sense of belonging but wad about me??? i feel so out... OUT... the intructress and the new j1 is really woah... cant connect at all that kind... first lesson or rather first slacking and waste of time practice was crappy.. with ppl crapping about their love lives and wasting other ppl's time... omg.... i really cant stand it! and today's there the exco election briefing... and there i saw her again! she's running... i cant believe it... firstly, she's new. secondly, she dunt even talk to anyone in guzheng except for sucking up to the seniors and teachers... wth...

i am like stuck here for so long... talking to guys in my class hahahahha...
they r funny... i shall blog about sat sun and mon and today another day..........

HAPPY BIRTHDAE PIN FANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

yo! today is a funny day...
first up. stood beside the usual 07s14 funny bunch of guys... they were talking about the archers and all... quite funny luhh.. hahahaha... cant control my laughter sometimes but u know... i have to cuz don wan them to know that i am listening to them... hahaha
today's a vvvvv hot day.... freak weather.... vvvv hot that i jus feel like staying in the library the whole day.... ANTOINE DIDNT COME TODAY!!!!!!!! ahahahahha... so had two free periods today plus mr tan didnt do anything during GC... wad used to be a vvv tiring tuesday was surprisingly relaxed today... ahhhhhhh...so i decided to skip more lessons to fulfill my duty as a CIP rep of the class.... left half way during physics with mingyang... woahh... mrs teih(is this how it is spelled???) got really annoyed... mr tan's fault... didnt tell her earlier... dotz la. but flt kinda guilty for not attending her lessons... she is such a nice teacher though mingyang was right luhhh.. like after go throughing everything she doesnt give the answers and all...
anyways.... went to that irritating kindergarden who finally agreed... mr tan drove us there!!! haha... mr tan is v funny actually... hahahaha... hmm..we reached there... and guess wad... annoyingly, the principal was out for some meeting last minute.... and she told mr tan... thru EMAIL!!! omg... how irresponsible of her... should have at least called... and made sure we got the message isnt it!! so we decided to search for other kindergarden and MY said that there's a nanyang kindergarden somewhere near nanyang pri school... and mr tan and MY, with help of the map...and we came to this place which seemed deserted... and that person said.. due to HFMD(handfootmouthdisease)... blah blah blah...
then we got their contacts and went to other kindergarden... next.. we went to.....*drumrolls* ETON pre school!!!hahaha
sighhhh... i think those ppl look like they are not willing at all... due to the same reason... hahaha... *cross my fingers* went to many many places today... haha... went to the turf city too... haha.. to buy drinks... mr tan treat us!!! phew... today is a really hot day man..!!!
and i almost scratched mr tan's car... haha.. ooopsss
sorry mr tan!!!
hahahhaa
anyway... after everything.. or rather...when mr tan felt tired... haha
went to rv to find my bro... who doesnt on his phone till his lessons are over.... my gosh...keep calling..........
finaalllyyyyy
went to starhub to get my n95 stuff... haha
found out that that guy was from rv too.. haha
small world eh
went to swensens and had a yummuy dinner... haha... fattening as well... tomorrow i am running... dono if i can run.... arghhhhh
hope tomorrow's windyyy...... HOPE!!!!
tomorrow's there gz....... *yawns*

2008-04-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

hello.:) haha i an blogging from phone... Change phone today to n95.! So shuang yay haha but not very used to nokia so i am not using any punctuations gtg

2008-04-23T01:42:00.002+08:00

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anywaes... this is my 100th post!!!!!!!!!!
wow... so many random post... haha

its so late now and i am still doin my rubbish pi
i have decided to do 2 pis for antoine... so that if she rejects one i still have the other.. if she still dont like it.... i will ask other teachers to mark it for me then... she seriously is retarded i can say.... answering herquestions make me feel like puking *vomit* i hate her...... ARGHHHH
y mus she make our life so difficult????? damnit... if she is marking our actual paper i will faint... everyone will jus fail... seriously...

2008-04-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

heya

doin pi now
it sux seriously
they should ban pi

i hope i dont get antoine disease
hahahahah
shall blog tomorrow

2008-04-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

pissed off... super pissed off...

my mum owes my 200 bucks but don wanna return me and we fought AGAIN over MONEY...
damn it. i shall not lend her money anymore. when i need the money i cant get them back... wth...i need to pay for so much stuff.. she knows it... and she doesnt want to return and i have to borrow money from my dad and bro. (Where's The Flower?) its like that every time.... seriously dont noe wad to do about it.

xian... thank god its friday... but i have IP preview performance tomorrow... xianxianxian... and i haven pratice... heck la...

went to try out h3 maths... quite fun... learning graph theory.. i like the tutor :) she is engaging and has a good sense of humor really. the ppl who attended the lecture are mostly from the accelerated maths programme student... now they attended the are accelerating at a even faster pace.... anywae... don even noe if i can still continue after the common test cuz the criteria is to get an a for math... hmm... shall buck up... and to mr teo jun he who doesnt even have the eligibility to take the accelerated maths test, thanks for your comments :)
(anywaes... do u all even know that ppl sitting in front of u all are my classmates... ppl who got more number of A1s then the nanhua top scorer?)

hmm... yeah i m dumb... i don live in self denial like some ppl do... thinking they are popular and smart and cute? *vomit* short is not = to cute...

enough of that i think... also... today's GP lesson is quite fun and quite relaxing also... about this guy named mark daily whom after reading some guy's colum christopher sth... cant remember how to spell... ohyeah back to the topic... after reading... decided to take action to sort of "do sth for humanity" and went to iraq to "make a difference" and was unfortunately killed by a mine...
whoever puts the mine should deserve to be *#&$^*# yeah... not onli him... the ppl who started this war... ppl who started this sort of unreasonable stuff/crap... (hope i m not making any insensitive remarks....) i shall go read more about it too...
blog first.. hahaz..

PI really sux.... vvv troublesome that the idea doesnt seem feasible anymore....
like wad look for companies and interview them... its vv good i feel that i can even find one Named company... and its not enough for antoine.... ahhhhh... feel so shitty...
how to interview or do surveys in like onli 5 days???

nvm... pi sux and i am not going to interview anyone but my my dad for this stupid pi....

there's lecture test next tuesday... xians.... nth for me to practice... cant find... unless i redo the tutorials... but seem pointless la... and so lame.... nvm... i will tryyyyy....

watching supernatural now...... shall continue later..... quite lot of stuff.... lectures... tutorials....

i m back after reading on mark daily... its really saddening and really makes ppl... me... reflect... and i guess its sort of quite bad for the columnist too... christopher hitchens... yup... a death in the family... reading a blog now... v interesting... talking about religious stuff and other stuff similar to that....

2008-04-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

long time never blog edi.... this is the first blog of the month i guess.. been vvv busy... and now i have sacrificed my time to blog!!! instead of viwawa-ing and doing hw....
project work topics were released!!! this year i feel that the topics are super hard... journey and modernisation..... xianz.... really v hard... as compared to last years topic... groundbreaker

project task one
"journey"
identify a journey and show how it has had a significant impact on a particular aspect of the life of the person people who have undertaken it.
draw up a plan for a journey that could be undertaken by people of your age showing how an experience of this kind could be put to good use in the wider community.

project task two
"modernisation"
identify a positive or negative impact of modernisation on society and show how this has had a significant impact on a specific sector of the community.
suggst how this impact can be either extended or prevented in the management of future developments of this type.

... hard right.... alot of the senior say that the topics are hard.....
xian.....

heard that nj pw results were not bad... 80% got distinction... hope i can be i of them.... =(
hwachong even better... 98%... its crazy.... heard that they spoon feed their students... hmmm..

anyway... enough of pw.... i m so stressed about it...

vvv tired.... still blogging cuz i don feel tired when i blog.. hahah...
i don feel tired when i play viwawa =) hahah... bridge is addictive.... really... more addictive than majong... all jocelyn's fault.... hahahahahaaha... teach me how to play.... hahahahhaha.... da jie da... playing bridge with her/him is super funny.... he/she is sort of my BF/GF... hahahah...
but of course when u meet noobs... hahah... they are crazy.... bid till 7.... hahah.... some is sabo one i heard... hmmm.... vvv bad.....
www.viwawa.com

got back our personality test results... hahah... quite funny... that lady giving the talks and all... haha.... quite accurate for some... like the vvvv high p part... 27/28 for "possibilties" hahahah... vvv funny.... procrastinator more likely... haha... p person is disorganised... hates routine... last minute worker and all... so like me.... hahahah... no choice..... cant do anything about it also.... look at my tables.... haha... its a mess man!

there's guzheng practice today... quite okay... cuz the teacher didnt crap as much and the songs are nice also... hmmm.... i now think that the co concert is worth the money now... hahahaha..

i feel like going to the s tring ensemble concert.... at esplanade... $15... who wants to go?????????

sth funny happened on the bus on my way back home... haha... i was like super tired after gz and the JOURNEY is a v longone... i jus fell asleep... and jus in case i forget to alight i plug in my earphone and blasted music... to ensure i am still partially conscious... haha... but i still fell alseep... really... and my head jus knocked into the guy beside me... hit his shoulder... *ouch* pain sia... i was like rubbing my head... but still in the drowsy state... then he started to move about in his chair and i thought he wanted to alight edi so i stood up but wth.. he onli wanted to cchange the way he sat... he look at me and wondered wth i m doin while i did the same thing too.... dotz.... he finally realise and said sorry and i continue sleeping and remain ignorant.... hahah... embarrassing.... at the bus interchange i jus zoomed down the bus... hahaha... surprisingly... he did that too.... and he was even faster than me.... dotzz... hahah... the worldis full of weird ppl..... esp NJ.... hahahaha

i shall end here........ tomorrow there's chem va.......................
good luck
i love u! <3

2008-04-07T02:33:00.000+08:00

finally finish my majong session... *yawn* haven finish PI... heck la... tomorrow then pia... need to sleep already.... haha.... gaming is addictive.. omg

2008-04-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

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shall come back to blog in a few hours time.... too much stuff to do.......

2008-04-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

i hope tomorrow will rain chocolate during the speeches... haha... so that i wunt fall asleep... i shall sit right at the back and doze off... so.. i can stay up late tonight... to do my research :( xianz... don feel like doing but still must do... next week need to hand in PI draft.... don have any idea of wad to do... got too much things that can be done... but not v creative though... sigh... think think think..............

need to do chem va also.... don feel like doing.... envy carrissa now.... don have school and still can work... and buy new laptop somemore.... fujitsu... so good.... i am half dead alrdy... imagine next year... omg....

todae got back chem and econs test papers... xian... failed my chemistry... stupid MCQ la.... xian... i must not study last minute next time... i shall study in advance.... and miraculously, i did preetttyy well for my econs test!!!! yay!!! 25/30... which is not bad for dumb ppl like me.... plus its also last minute studying.... this is the onli lucky time...

anyway... i wan mr lee to be the econs teacher.... humph... mrs chee is sososo inflex.... and thinks that we are essay writing machines/homework doing machines/students who onli take econs as the onli subject......... tonnes of homework... and need to do some catching up on phy.. kinematics... day dreaming for the term... xian... and now don really know the concepts v well...

i m always vv unlucky ar... like wad mr tan said...
went to com lab for GC todae.. haha... quite funnyy... we actually thought tat it was an april fool's joke kind of thingy... hahah... did some career stuff which i don think is accurate... cuz the interest reflected there not v accurate....

hmm... i should really give some serious thoughts about wad i wanna be next time.... of course my ambition is to become a research scientist... but its so hard.... plus... the science i m interested in is bio and i m taking phy... haha... paradox...

hahah... playing pass the bomb... quite fun.... funny also... made new friends... :))))

2008-03-31T01:08:00.002+08:00

yo! haha

lotsa thing todae....
yesterdae slept quite late so in the end... cant wake up today... my mum woke me up at 8 in the morning and i sort of complaint and shouted and... that my dad agreed to let me stay at home to sleeo and do my pile of homework... yay!!! went back to sleep.. and was woken up by the phone... its 11 already and i m stilll in bed.. haven done anything... quickly brush my teeth and stuff like tat and start to do all my homework... then my parents came home. they went to pray... my ah gong.. grandpa.... i haven really did anything and went out to pray also.... at guang ming shan... my uncle... after which we went to have luch cum dinner.... for me.... haha... went to grandma's house and watched tv... head back home... and start to do hw... GP, Econs, Physics, PW, Chem VA.... hhaaha
of course i did not finish them....
i m now still reading my phy notes... momentum... two more pages :) finally understand the worked examples... yay!!!
chatting with justine jus now.... in YJC... transferring to SP... taking electrical electronics... cuz she thinks that the maths is too hard.... hmm... good luck in wadever u r doing :) muacks ; *

F=ma
impulse=change in momentum

hahhaa....

anyway... there were maths and chem test on friday....
haha
my results are atrotious.... hahah
maths.. 7/15.... hahah.... jus pass onli... didnt even manage to finish the paper... didnt do all the open ended questions..... xian... so hard.... plus i forget the formulae for the summation and series thing.... xian.... and chem was wow... tricky... hard... for MCQ i failed!!! 4/10... wth...
sigh... i need to pull up my socks.... and shall not study last minute....

jiayou!!!!!!!!

2008-03-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

doing chem va.... there was a birthday party jus now.... my bro's, my cousins' birthdaes..
hapy birthday everyone :)

the ice cream cake is really nice... sticky chewy chocolate from swensens yummy :p

tired.... and annoyed.... shall concentrate on my chem va......

2008-03-28T21:25:00.002+08:00

blogging again..... about todae... and also the unlucky yesterday.... zzzz...

yep
yesterday was a vvv unlucky day..
was vvv tired... overslept and had to rush to school with stomachache... waited for bus 302 for more then 10 minutes... fed up... wanted to rush to the mrt station... but obviously i didnt.. had to endure with the pain.... when i reached cck.. me rushed to bus 67 but it went so quickly... i missed the bus.. :( so went to the washroom to relieve myself.... and after 15 minutes.... the bus FINALLY came.. u mus b wondering how come know how long did i wait for the bus..... u see. when u are about to be late for school... u will keep looking at the time.... and damnit... the buss was so slow and there was traffic jam.... then my stomach started aching again... argh.... how unlucky can i get..... was late for school... the teacher asked me y i was late i simply said i overslept.... i couldnt say i had stomachache... the guy in front of me said the same thing.... wth...
then first period was PE... super xian.... ran 6 rounds with stomachache and eel like going to the washroom the whole time.... jus my luck i had stomachache today.... the there was gp lesson.... it was okay.... but had to do chim vocabs.... and there was interview in the evening... it was vvvv badly done.. i am sure i wont get into the research programm.. the questions asked were jus so difficult as i didnt do a lot of research about their research programmes.... but for the other interviewees were asked question so different from mine.... wth.... i feel so humiliated after the interview..... waited the bus for a vvvv long time..... and missed 2 buses wth...was so pissed off yesterday... and vvv tired also... slept v early...

the interview really sux........ sobbs......

2008-03-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

The Paradox of Our Time
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too seldom, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years.We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.We've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication.These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; tall men, and short character; steep profits, and shallow relationships. These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare; more leisure, but less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition. These are days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but broken homes.These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw-away morality, one-night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet, to kill.It is a time when there is much in the show window and nothing in the stockroom; a time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose to share this insight...- George Carlin

a little to big a chunk isnt it..... haha.... open urs eyes bigger then
its meaningful... ppl should reflectabout their life
hmm... paradox of life....... which one is more precious? diamond or water?
haha... was chatting with my about it... haha..... he is funny... flirty... but funny... nice to make friends with.... hmm... but he reminds me of someone also....

2008-03-24T03:18:00.002+08:00

found a online map... very good... hmmm... finding singapore........

singapore is sososoosososososoososososoo small... tiny.................................. that it look like part of malaysia...... so tiny........http://www.newworldvisitormap.com/viewmap.aspx?id=1

nothing to do... rotting.... lying on me bed with my laptop..... and my fan!!!!

2008-03-24T03:08:00.002+08:00

hahahha... found the pet thing on xtina's blog... so cute..... hahaha... it will follow ur cursor....try.... kawaiine. xp

i shall go to bed onli when my bro is about to wake up for school... hahah... i don have school tomorrow.... i shall make penne in cream sauce... yummy... feel like going out... but i shouldnt.... i still have chemistry test wich i haven even start studying....... die.......

2008-03-24T02:29:00.001+08:00

i am still not sleeping..... there's no school tomorrow!!!!!

NJC all the way
All the way NJC!!!!!

hahahahhahah
going mad..... the weather's so hot....... cant sleep..... had to on my mini usb fan.... noisy.....

2008-03-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

blogging again xp

hmmm... shall blog about friday.... 21-03-2008
performance at SCH... singapore conference hall.... practice is as usual.... crappy and boring... but quite funny actuallly... todae miss lin talked about her ex-es..... haha.... amused.... yep.... long story... shall not elaborate..... performance was..well.. not bad.. shall post the photos of me in the njgz costume next time... => in my opinion... njgz's costume is prettier than the ones in nanhua.... and easier to walk about also.... but towards the end of the dae my feet is like rotting in the heels.... haha... reached school at about 10.... *yawn* tired.... couldnt keep my eyes open and its not even 12.... feel asleep like a pig.... *oink*

woke up quite late... studied a little and feel so damn bored and tired and decided to go to expo.... for warehouse sales on books and clothes....travelled sososososo long.... fell asleep standing.... met qizhen on the way.... she's going for her guzheng classes outside..... my gosh la... one week so many guzheng..... but she says she like it.... yeah;.... i love guzheng also.... but don like njgz.... haiz.... nvm....

today... woke up vvv early to try to study... but got tired of it... played warcraft and off we go to grandma's house.........................

don feel like sleeping....

looking forward to wednesday :) going back to nanhua!!!! there's gz on wednesday...at nanhua i mean... yay!!!!! look forward to see jocelyn :) going to hsve dinner together.... woots!!!! i miss my guzheng mates vvvv much!!!!!!

2008-03-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

blogging again....

this week is enrichment week... its the last day edi.... awwww.... next week lessons will resume... and on tuesday there's the monstrous tests.... chem and econs.... argh..... haven even studies la..... in nanhua never study never mind one... won fail.... but in nj even if u got study u may still fail.... so imagine if i don study.... i will get a big fat zero... ( i don wan.... sobbs...)

my body is like aching..... dono isit becux of my sleeping position yesterdae or becuz of the ice skating.... but feel so shuang during ice skating....... ice skating is fun!!!!! how i wish we dont have physica va yesterdae... then we can jus skate for the whole day.... ahhhh... how good is that.... anywae... the phy va is screwed up la... so hard.... we got the concepts right but somehow we missed out some things.... and went minusing off some extra stuff.... in the end its like we got weird illogical answers.... haha.... nvm.... mr yap say mayb there will be moderation.. (keep my fingers crossed xp) there's the sexuality talk todae..... love language.... 4 types of love.... and some other stuff.... for the whole thing i jus kept doodling and munch on my fake pocky.... ate two packets..... feel like a pig man.... i should lose weight.... not eat.... tomorrow got guzheng performance...... sian.... have to report to school at 915 and 10pm then can go home..... go so early jus to tune the guzheng ... dotz. -_-''' y not jus teach everyone how to tune and life may be alot easier... stupid PRCs... slacker la.... they don like ter help.... lazy bums....
anywae... went for the elegent universe thing... thought it was a lecture or sth.. but its a video thing... jus sit there till my whole body ached like mad... but its quite interesting. really. about the theory of relativity and the string theory.... hmmm.... the scientists are really brainy to come out with these kindof theories which makes sense.... not like chemistry.... weird ppl coming up with weird stuff... and there r so many anormalous(is that how u spell it??) data and coming up with even MORE theory to explain it..... don like chem..... i love physics =) but its reallly hard... look at albert einstein... spent 10 years to come up with the theory of relativity... and spent so much time of his life finding the theory of Everything... i really admire him... he is the best.... genius.... ppl should think of ways to clone albert einstein... not sheeps.... dolly.... haha.... really then see a live einstein.. omg... how cool is that... he can finish his dreams..... and discover more exciting stuff.... haha....

yeah.... after the elegent universe we tried to have a class dinner.... but ended up postponing it... nvm.... long story.... so me. pf and yy went to mad jacks... nice... the food.... yumyum :) xp i don care about gaining weight already... its torturous... went home and watch tv ...... play com... wash shoes..... tired la.... aching la my body.... *yawn* =o i shall go sleep.... sian.... tomorrow is good fridae.... eveyone's enjoying their hols.... not me... i hate njcogz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waste of time la...... this performance really sux.. the teacher sux... don wan me in that song should say earlier.... and should jus let me off when i said i don want to play... i m not someone who can play the bass.... giving the beat and all those stuff is not me.... the teacher knows tat..... i nv play those b4.... and i have the tendency to play faster then the normal speed and my speed is quite unstable!!! how can she do this to me......................... of course i look blur la....... i don know when to come in....
nvm.....

shall go and sleep...zzzz...

2008-03-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

trying to read phy va..... zzzzz...... trying to do the chem test as well..... vvvv lazy to take my pens and paper... so jus anyhow guess the ans..... i am such a slacker...... tomorrow there's phy va..... heard that it is vvv hard.... xian diao la..... don the teachers wan us to do well??? haha
fine.... shall go read and try to remember the formulae....

there was guzheng yesterday..... sad case la me... too lousy trying to cope with some rythm which i dono.... then the teacher FINALLY took me out from that song....ahhhhh.... then there was one senoir who was taken out wanted to play ju hua tai so i jus say i don wanna play that also.... then now i m left with onli yao zu wu qu!!!!! yay!!!! but quite wasted la..... i spend so much time practising in school..... for mei gui and ju hua.... nvm...... i don care much about this performance anyway.... too last minute..... she also didnt even bother to correct me when i went wrong.... i have to realise it onli when i suddenly played one extra note.... S***** la she.......
how i wish i can propose to change the teacher..... and yesterdae was the first time she wanted ppl to play one by one..... dotz..... she should ask ppl to play one by one at the start... not when the performance is nearing.... and i think she did that onli becuz weilong told her about it.... follow(copy) yin lao shi..... i really don like her... and her craps... she damn waste time.... when she start her talks and lame jokes everyone will be like daoing her or like laugh forcefully.... then when no one laugh she will be like-- laugh leh... not funny meh??? y u all so cool one....-- wth la.... its not even funny.... if u cut some of ur jokes maybe we can go home and sleep earlier or play or wadever......

do u ever have that kind of feeling where at first, this person is really nice.... seemed really thoughtful or sth like that later on that person will sort of show her true colours accidentally and u feel so sort of "cheated"... my god.... i hate pretence...... hypocrites....... jus play along with them.... and that makes urself a hypocrite as well.... isnt it so?????
i feel so bad talking about it... cuz ppl may think that there's sth really wrong with me for critising such a nice person..... but from my perspective.... she is not that innocent at all..... there's a motive....

friends come and go and come back again..... good friends come and go and may never come back.... best friend come and go and never come back.....
u don have to be nice to everyone around u to have a good friend.... u will end up with more friends.... but does it feel good???? no way... (that's for me...) yes... i agree that when it breaks its really heart breaking.... but its jus hard to describe...... argh..... its really hard to get the message across..... don pretend... jus b urself.... u will find someone who will accept u.... diff ppl have diff taste... u don have to work so hard..... its ugly to some ppl.... that u are not using ur heart to have a good relationship but actions.... superficial acts... to deceive naive ppl.... to deceive ppl who cant see thru u..... jus be urself.......

i know i sound innocent and naive..... u might even say that the world outside is like that.... accept it.... wadeva.... i m living in my own world....... don ppl see the meaning of life???? make urself happy..... don do thinngs because u want to be popular or to seem to b a really nice person.... lets face it... no matter how nice a person is... there will b another side of him/her which is hideous..... so jus be urself!!!!! then maybe more ppl will accept u..... not jus think that u are vvvvv nice and pleasant and a good friend... u urself will spoil that image after a period of time..... the fox tail or wadever will eventually show.... even if it doesnt.... r u going to act and pretend for the rest of ur life????? u r torturing urself.....

i m not specifically talking about a person but a group of ppl out there in the world..... be urself..... many ppl hates hypocrites....

2008-03-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

sobbs...........

friendship.......... we used to be such good friends :) unlike the situation now.... its your birthdae today..... i miss u sosososososos much.... u said- lol. u still rmb my birthdae...- dotz... how can i forget??? ur r always i my heart.......... causing pain..... happry birthdae :) may god bless u and happiness follow u wherever u r... whichever jc u r in.... :)

now is the time when i should reflect about my past.....

this whole hols sux like hell..... mon to thursday gz.... sat, todae, gz... no time to play or do homework at all.... i really envy tiffany... she's on vacation edi..... to italy... so good.... gz this year also have some activities out of singapore... but to peneng onli... due to the costing.... is njc this poor???

argh.... i haven study for anything yet!!!
i am gonna die soon.... normally i don study for test at all... cuz last time in nanhua got test also have ppl never study... but now in njc... EVERYONE will be studying... i am sure of tat....

i haven even do anything about the self study..... for WEP.... i m going crazy.... hope everything will turn out okay after the performance....... xian... i am actually performing on good friday.... how unlucky is tat??? everyone is having time to study and doing homework...... and even play.... wth la.... i haven even memorise the songs yet... i m so dead.... (wish i wasnt a slacker....)

i m so tired.........................

2008-03-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

haha.... the flower is strong okay.....mine haven completely dried up yet....

ah...... long days......

sunday went to the library with tiffany leon and jingkai for the chem varied assessment...
we finished dicussing quite early... cuz got nth much anyway... the more tedious part is doing the powerpoint i guess.... and figuring out question no. 3 about modifying the molecule to change its physical properties.... haha... and guess wad the answer were right in fornt of us onli!!!! we cracked our brain thinking about the question... and tiff jus messaged me that the answers can be found in one of the pages... -_-''' dotz....

after which tiff left early to meet her friends at orchard... leaving me with the guys.... who were playing warcraft..... while i was trying to complete my homework... in the end when they went off i fell asleep.... vvv tired..... slept too late the night b4.... went to grandama house then to the IT show at suntec...... my dad bought another laptop..... IBM..... his fave.... hahaha
but the IT show is really a waste ang it destroys the environment..... where are the enivironmentalists??????? look at the ground!!! full of pamphlets (is this the correct spelling???)
wth la.... so messy and wasteful...

went back home quite late.. still have to pack my bag and get ready for the gz orientation camp the next day... intially don feel like going at all... cuz i don noe any one... from my level.... no one.. the ppl from china dominate guzheng edi la...xian.... but have to go... i have already paid... and sign the consent form....

reach there quite early.... 8 plus... walk around... wishing i didnt reach so early.... feel so weird la... made a new friend though... baoru... this year ip4... yep :) nic person yep :)

first day....
icebreaking games as usual.... try to be enthu lor... played elope... reverse wacko.... dog and bone.... etc etc..... then lunch....... (actually alot of ppl ponned the camp!!!!!!) thus... there were excess food......... sigh.... waste again.... then after that we had practice.... crazy and unbelievable right.... hahahahahha... we did tunning and stock taking........ then practiced.... talked alot about guzheng and finaaly know more about njcogz and miss lin..... long long story man...... ppl who plays gz will be sosososososo bu shuang la.............. bu fang bian blog the contents......
gz for ard 4 hours? then we had dinner and night trail.... b4 that we had to watch shutter the horror movie.... really horrible man... should watch.... hahahah
i had my eyes covered up when the gory scenes are approaching.... saw some... wow.... disgusting...... the other gals were like screaming... the guys also...... ewwww
after watching the movie we were supposed to walk ard the school onli with our torchlight and search for some clues or wadever......... i was like sticking to baoru all the way.... haha... i am timid... yes i m..... hahahhah... even though i can see ghost... but i am still scared.... not that i have done anything wrong... but.. jus scared.... haha

went to the grandstand's female toilet.... it was flooding... cogz is not the onli cca which is having camp tat dae... there was hockey..... floorball...... indian dance....... bathe and head back to TA15!!!!! sleeping in nj classroom.. haha... i didnt bring my sleeping bag.... so slept on the tables.... haha... lazy ter bring.... i stay v far from school and my dad's not fetching also..... so end up tossing about..... it was vvvv cold also....... and i m wearing my shorts.. FBT shorts... freezing...... keeping waking up in the middle of the night... i found out that i wasnt the onli one doing that.... the others woke up every now and then too... in the end everyone didnt have a good night... feel soso sleepy n went for breakfast..... milo and bread.... they bought 8 loaves of bread....... one BIG tin of milo also..... *yawns* :0
then there was amazing race..... did alot of stuff..... there was one where we were supposed to ask for receipes and the group with the highest total amt of money score more point... haha... the first one i asked and the receipe was 90 plus dollars !!!! :)
went back to school and stone for v long while waiting for the others and the teachers.....
then there was a video sharing session+debrief+talks...... we watched videos created by the alumni.... not bad but the teacher keep playign the co part.... didnt show the gz part... then the ppl from gz got sososo bored..... then jocelyn-njc...told the teacher about it then we watched the gz video.... aurora....
after which the teachers gave more talks about he cca.... but the main idea was to persude our friends to join the cca cuz we r seriously lacking ppl.... if there's not enough ppl we cant go for syf next year!!!!!.... so ppl who r interested or still dono which cca to choose pls try out.... gz is fun if u have the time..... yes the practice time is too long but no choice..........
the talks lasted for 2 hours........... then there was prize giving presentation... to the group who won the amazing race....

my group took the chcolate pie........

*yawn* getting vvv tired edi........ woke up v early todae..... went for the consolidation tutorial.... i didnt do alot so jus went to listen....... quite useful and the lecturer is quite amusing too....
went ter bishan junction 8 for taxi rembursiment... 8 dollars..... xtina bought the customised stcker thing.... her name was too long so had to split up into 2 lines.... hahahahha... she hould jus put xtina... haha... but it turns out to b quite nice la....... i have got good taste... :)

after which there was guzheng practice... reached home at ard 9 plus......
i will blog aboutthe practices next time... gtg... dad's nagging... hahah
normally mum nags.... ot daddys.... hahahhaha....
he gave me a mini lamp and mini fan today..... :) so cute......

i haven done my homework.... how.... i haven study for the tests yet also.........:(

2008-03-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

in the library now.....

2008-03-08T21:35:00.001+08:00

looking at mr tan's blog again.. hahahah

ppl should look at the 2005 august post... one about men and women..... sexist la him.... hahahha
in case u r wondering y i m like looking at his 2005 post... haha..... jus randomly click on any post de... yep....

haiz.....

i shall continue with "my battle with the horrible homework monster"

2008-03-08T20:38:00.003+08:00

the future class board :)
drawn by the class artist.. TIFFANY!!!!!

there's guzheng practice todae :) todae was not bad..... haha

the choir ppl came down to njc to practice with us....

really cant tell that they can sing ... serious. they are like old aunties and uncles..... serious...

when they start to sing everyone were like wow! they sing really well hahahah. no joke... theey sing like young ppl... the voice and all... but somehow the whole thing was disastrous... cuz they scores were diff from ours and we were supposed to change our scores which most of us couldnt cope except for weilong... he sure is talented..... i was like so lost for weeks.. cant play the rose song at all.... don get the beat and all and he taught me :) hahahah i m so lucky :) and now i finaalcan play a little bit.... good start :) but todae passed vvvvv quickly... dono y... maybe cuz there's the v amusing choir and i know how to play.... haha

yeah.... trying to do homework now..... haha.... yeah right.... i am chatting with this guy whom i hav nv seen b4.... met online.... he seemed friendly...

going to je library tomorrow... do chem project....... va.....

xian la..................

monday and tuesday there's guzheng orientation camp..... and i am the onli J1.......

and the bad thing is that the orientation is togerther with co... xian la..........

and needa bring loads of stufff... can i don stay overnight.....

luckily the girls's prob is over

hahahahahahahhahaha

the flower yw gave is dying..... should i throw it away??????

2008-03-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

yo!

hahahahha

i am going crazy again....

too much homework... tutorials make me crazy....

tomorrow is the start of the march hols.....

xian la.. tomorrow there's guzheng practice...... 1230 - 6 pm
so long...... i might as well jump off the building la.....
guzheng is fun... but the practice is too much la... ahaa

yesterdae was an unlucky dae fer me...
firstly. its a thursday. and i start school @ 830. but my mum woke me up @ 545.
my god.... really hate it when ppl wake me up.... i was so godamn tired..zzz

todae quite slack also.... got so many free periods........
do homework.... so that i can enjoy my hols a little.... yep....
but there are too much hw la....... sadist la the tutors......
trigo self study.. work energy power self study.. don need go school edi la....
then for maths inequality everthing use gc..... really can jus pon maths today.

youwei came back.... sudden missed linyan...... who's in aj also..... T.T

i feel sososososo sleepy... tomorrow still have gz... darn.....

today's band concert was not bad........
saw linyi... hahah
he said that hc sux... haha
that genius la... wadever... never study at all also can get 9 a1s... mad la...

i don like my pw grp......

2008-03-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

i realise i have a habit of missing ppl randomly during times when i needa get a grip....
argh........

i am going crazy
i even miss those ppl i don really like in the past... but... they still make up a part of my life....
i ought to say hi or sth.....

don feel like sleeping.... lucky tomorrow is thurs..... can sleep till 630 (still early rite)

its sad to know tat u are not needed anymore in ppl's life...... u become transparent or a nusiance....

i am crapping i know.....

i think the word crap comes from thomas crapper u know????
who will thought of inventing a flushing toilet bowl??/????
hahahahaha

okok
being super random now...
going to sleep....

nitex.

my heart is crying.....

2008-03-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

blogging..... went ter see mr tan's blog....
ahahahhahahhaha
vvvvvvvvv funny
sosososoosososo unlike him man!
hhahahahaha
this one is taken from one of his post... hahhaha
vvvvv funny

What is the best way to say something?
Something that you find difficult to say? Something serious? Here are a few suggestions.
Of course they are not exhaustive.

(1) Say it directly. Face to face.
This is the best way but unfortunately it is very tough for people who are shy or introverted or for people who words are seldom taken seriously. It is worse when the other party has this preconception that you are either poking fun or being sarcastic.This way is the best because one can convey sincerity directly. One can use facial expression and body language to convey the message instead of relying on words alone.The response is going to be direct into one's face, so it takes lots of courage. Well, unless one is very thick-skinned.

(2) Say it directly. Over the phone or through SMS.
There is some kind of insurance here. There is no face to face contact here. One can pretend to be strong and cry somewhere else. And better still, there is no need to pretend for a long time because one doesn't have to run to somewhere. Just put down the phone, or for SMS, just don't reply, and bang one's head on the wall. Simple.However, the level of sincerity is lower here. One is unable to see the respondent face and is often difficult to plan what follow-up action to take. Worse still, one words may be interpreted wrongly and it is hard to judge if the other party is taking one seriously.

(3) Write it on a card or letter.
And ask the respondent to read on the spot.Saves a lot of trouble. Prevents one from saying the wrong thing or forgetting to say something. On the spot, effective and able to offer explanation if needed.I personally feel that this method is still quite sincere. Because one is there and offer oneself to be shot at or whatever. One advantage is that one can have some breathing time before the response comes. However, the contents in the letter or card must be clear and simple, else there is a risk of the reader getting tired and asking one to explain. In the end, it will be the same as method (1).

(4) Buy a gift, preferably something cute, try to create an impression.
Not a bad idea. Buying a gift is a good way of expressing sincerity. However, the gift must be appropriate. Preferably, the gift should not be too expensive, or else if the other party doesn't like the gift and returns it to you, then money and time spent will be wasted. Most of the time, something simple will do.But a gift is not enough. One must say something. For example, I am getting you a friendship band so that if the band represents me then I will always be near to you if you wear it, or something like that. Usually, the gift and the speech must match. Cannot buy a swiss knife and tell the other party that you will kill yourself if she rejects you. Sounds like a maniac. Not advisable.

(5) Sing a song. Use a guitar. Or without. No wind instruments please. You can't talk and blow a saxophone at the same time right?Good if one has a good voice. Big turn-off if one sings like a rooster (unless the other party likes to be amused).One possible way is to read the lyrics and explain the significance of the words. It is definitely not easy to find a song that fully describes one's feelings. It is also difficult to find a song that is totally relevant. One may try to use an assortment of songs but personally, I feel that things will be very confusing if one uses too many songs, unless one is blessed by a poetry spirit that any garbage of words can sound melodic.But then speaking, if one is so good at poetry, why rely on lyrics?

And lastly, choose a song that the other party listens to. For example, if the other party listens mainly to Mandarin songs, try not to sing some English songs. Unless they are so famous that everybody knows them

funny rite
its so unlike him

anywaes........
my edusave no money edi
onli today then i know.... xian la.... my mum also don wanna pay fer me.....
think i will change some of the courses......... xian la
no money...... my account onli left with $2......

went to take he STaR aptitude test......
the maths component is exactly like the accelerated maths programme.....
the chem is the hardest i feel....
then phy... funny la..... i used left hand for the right hand grip rule....... xian la... no wonder i was like keep thinking if there's a problem with the choices..... haha
maths also... i didnt know that there was one extra page we had to do.... and there goes all the points.....
hhhhhaaaaiiiiiiiii
i wanna get in one........
sigh

i feel so dumb......... stressed la.......

2008-03-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

blogging again........

dono wad to blog about also... no mood ter.....

2008-03-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

my god......i still haven sleepp...zzzz
i am emo-ing.....
scrolling thru her blog..... make me feel like crying.... make me feel like getting to her once more.... feel like getting to know her right now.... my god..... i really feel like crying...
i have no one to blame but myself.... i wanna have the kind of life with her and others....
regrets.... regrets.... more regrets.....u have no idea at all...... when i see u i am too ashamed to let u see me..... the hatred? the love? my god...... i dont know a thing till u left me for real.... how i wish i can go back in time where we were still together..... paradox of life........ u don tresure the ppl ard u til they are permanently gone................
where are u now? what r u doing? r u doing fine? are u happy?
my life without u is like hell... a cursed one..... u have any idea wad i went thru?
mayb its better that u leave me... yes... i am not a very nice person i am sorry... truly really sorry..... i m sorry for those awful remarks..... i m sorry for ignoring u...... i m sorry for hurting u..... i am sorry for making u cry..... i m really really truly sorry......
i know tat there won b any chance for me to start everything all over again.... it will never be the same again.... the wound inflicted on all of us... but i wanna tell u sth...... if i don cry doesnt mean tat my heart isnt bleeding.... my heart is bleeding and its not stopping.....
i miss u like hell man!
im really truly sorry for everything.
best wishes<3
loads of love<3
u will always be there.... at the bottom of my heart.... waiting for the day to come....
til tat day comes....

2008-03-01T19:20:00.004+08:00

dance party :) xp

the appeal form

some china guys came to nj.. haha.. they are really reallt tall...
in my opinion, they look quite gayish haha.. fair... tall...
they had a friendly match with the njcians
quite funny la.... when the scored a few ppl will cheer or jus clap and when our school team scored ppl(including me) were like cheering... hahahahahah

random photo.... @ chingay... stationed jus outside the esplanade

xin cheng

kay wee

shangkai

chi cheng... he ran too fast... haha

random photo.... me and tan min...... kissing...

after road run... waiting for the wrong bus

yile

the nanhua slackers

yun fan

zhen hua

yep... got loads more photos but lazy la...
haha

long time nv blog edi... looks dead...
(mynails are too long that i have difficulty typing fast.... struggling)
tonnes of homework.... chem... gp.. physics... maths...

lets go back in time....

21-2-08
went to njc at 10am... haha... i got accepted :) :0
went to anderson to get the "kicked out" stamp :)
went back to nj again..... dance party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooootttsssssss!!!!
started @ ard 7 plus....but not many ppl went cuz its on a thursday and next dae there's road run.... yeah.... but the mass dance part still fun... danced with xtina,kahswee,leihoi(*eyebrown raising*) hahahah..... lei hoi is super sexy.... how i wish i can dance like her.... hahaha....she make my nose bleed man. hahaha i will miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in the end stayed in the canteen and do last few cheers and went home..... cheering is fun too!!! hahahaha
they did the chain of cheers and when it came to ignix turn's there were onli me and xtina cheering... damn funny.... after that ks and jun he and xtina and me started the ya cheer.... haha... ppl took a long time to join in... so awkward la... haha
i miss njc even though i didnt went there for one day onli....
i m lucky tat i m in!!

22-2-08
road run..... XIANZZZZZ
i hate running.................................................................mostly walking... yep... don care la
within 30 mins can edi wad.......... but there's still 3 mins left but they don alllow me and tiffany to continue....... :( cannot earn points for ignix..... sorry.....
watched the guys run.... haha.... damn funny.... scholar is vvvv funnnyyy.. looking sosososos serious again.... (www.nj08s08.blogspot.com) after road run we went out for a movie :) class outing:)
but onli 2 gals went.... me and pin fang..... so sad......
haha... but its okay la..... go to class blog for full story........hahaha its quite funny

25-2-2008
its monday! there will be 2nd intakers....joining our class :)
liyan.chouyin,leon,renping?? isit??? forget edi... sorry...
self intro and all.......
and there's guzheng prac.....zzz....sigh....
gz is fun but tiring...... really tiring.... no kidding........

( i am damn tired man..... too much homework la cher........haha)

26-2-2008
some activities organised by the library............ go class blog

27-2-2008
wednesday.... council interview.... i was like damn nervous... freaked out when i heard from phong the things the councilors asked him to do..... do a lone cheer and all.... wth
i backed out last minute la.... ....feeling sad about it... but no choice..... i wanna run for gz exco! change everything... yep.....

yesterdae
29-2-2008
special day.... lucky my birthdae didnt fall on this dae.....
went to try out InE... haha... quite crappish... haha... but vvvvvvv funny......
we had to think of ways to tell the teacher y u didnt came to school yesterdae... damn funny... hahaha.... there was one... i lost my keys and couldnt lock the door so i had to stay at home to guard the house..... hahahahahahahahhahahahahahha
and one more by pin fang. i was naughty so my mum didnt wanna fetch me to school.... hahahahah and i dono how to go to school by bus... hahahahahahhaha sounds vvvv lame rite... hahhahaha
after which me and phong went for the make up lecture..... chem...... xian la.....

todae....
tried to wake up early to do homework.... set alarm clock and all.... but failed..... sigh.... i off the alarm and went back to sleep.... i have no self discipline at all............
wanted to go to esplanade library since i was near town area.. but dono how to go there from doby ghaut..... no bus there..... so went home instead...............
till now i am still slacking..... no homework completed yet.......
i am super slack la...... die....... i shall wake up early tomorrow to do my homework.... i shall go to the library to do my homework.... i shalll complete my chemical bonding.... mathematical induction.... kinematics.... scalar and vectors..... gp research...... read econs notes....
o my tian..........i got sosososso much homework to do?????!!!!!!
i am sosososso dead..........

xian la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

Light Bulb Jokes about all Junior College in Singapore

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer, wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5JCs

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC students to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they’re able to change it ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None.They’ll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows*)

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark

Q: Who wrote all this
A: A TJCian

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright

2008-02-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahah
wwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooooooottttttttttttssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i am accepted in NJC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really don like aj...............................................
anderson S*** la

i am sososososoos happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
going DANCE PARTY tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-17T15:26:00.002+08:00

doing gp homwork..... so tiring..... yesterdae and the day b4 there's chingay... till mignight... so tired..... but quite fun la yesterday....

2008-02-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

get out of my mind pls..........
don ever plague my mind pls........
i am going crazy........
i need to destress.........
someone pls........
save me.........

emoing again.....
i am really going crazy......
i aint desperate..... i jus needa friend......
a person who will jus listen me talk and take all my shit....

2008-02-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

paper cutting... cute eh... but the chun alittle wrong la... haha... but the rats are cute!!! kawaiine!

m3 in my one and onli new year clothes.... pathetic eh.. tats y i wanna go shopping....

taken on level 14 of national library....

drawn by arist in the class... tivany!!! hahahhaha

look at this........ talented...... looked as if its printed.....

nth better to do seriously

look at wad chirstina aka ang kim pow is doing to that poor black hand.... hhahahah... she's forcing it to give her a message....

spring cleanin :)

CNY celebration in NJC .... compare it to nanhua.... haha.... no common basis for comparision man..... njc is cool!

xtina...

lecture hall in RJC!!!!!!!!!!!! look!!!!! njc..........

RJC

RJC... nono... not resort jc.... Raffles Junior College.....
haha... lolz

xtina AGAIN!

2008-02-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

i feel sosososoosososoos moody todae... seriously......

think i will jus blog about CNY.....
chu yi @ grandma's house fer the whole dae.... the amt of red packets getting more and more pathetic...... reallly.... its sosososo little..... xian..... but steamboat rocks.... hahhaha xp
soso tired also so didnt go ter aunt's house though i wanted to see my cousins and all :) zzz
chu er... friday... nth to do also.... do homework.... go JP watch movie.... cj07.... super lame but touching movie..... the onli thing i like is that space dog(kawaiine)
chu san... went out wit my friend.... went ter lot of places... under those kindof *(^*^% weather.... went ter JE there for his phone but wasnt open.. haha...wasted our time.... then IMM ... walk ter JE.... i mus b mad...... hot... sweating... it mus b really bad for him... who's having sore throat and all... eat medicine!!!!!!! stop smoking!!!!!!! drink water... not liquor....
haha.... i m naggy and boring.... sigh...... yeah... then we went to bugis... sim lim square.... now i finally know where it is.... haha... i m a singaporean.... hahhaha..
he wanted to fix his ipod nano.. but hahah... the person told him ter buy a new one without even finding out wads the prob wit the gadget from him... hahha... pissed off... hahha.. xpxp.. went ter national library.... haha... so shuang!!! took the lift to level 14 and down again... the feeling is like wow!!!! help me destress.... really... i need serious de stressing... haha.. i love that kindof feeling.... but he's a little afraid of heights.... so... yeah.... wanted to take the escalator down one... haha... last time i went there with lijie i still remember her hands were like sweating like mad when we went up by the escalator... hahah... she's really afraid of heights.... i m such a bad gurl eh.... xpp anywaessss.... went to bugis street but teenage cafe/bugis cafe wasnt open.... awww.... i really wanted the cheese cake..... yummy.... went to sakae sushi in the end..... after walking here and there.... hahah... cant make up my mind..... wanted to eat like a pig to de stress miself... but alas... there's no buffet on weekends.... xianzzzzzz...........
hahahahhaha...
after that went to virtualand..... arcade.... i love the drummers!!! hahah... hte are reallhy good at it.... dono how many.. hundreds of combos.... haha.. i m going crazy............... went to watch ah long pte ltd.... haha.... damn funny show....... hahahaha....
seriously.....
chu si... went to my aunt's house... played com... rot.... cuz mi cousins not in.... one sick... fever.... one went shopping..... the other one dono where.... so in the end watch movie again..... that one by jay chou.... seriously lame..... no offence..... secret is much much nicer......

todae.... school reopen..... deadline for that council form.... i think i will run for it.... yep :) surprised eh??? ppl lyk me... hahah....

but todae feel like dying.... guzheng..... its too taxing... plus my mood is super lousy..... i wish i was dead.....................

can someone pls save me????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
i hate this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

2008-02-08T03:39:00.000+08:00

i m still not sleeping.... xp... watching dnangel

2008-02-08T02:02:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its abit late i know.... but no choice... i gt loads of stuff to do.... opportunity cost of doing those stuff... being online....hahhahahahahah i am crapping... i love ECONS!!!!! hahahah

yersterdae.....
6/1/2008
went to school as usual except tat linyan didnt go ter school wit me cuz she pon school.... was so tired that i slept the whole way adn almost overslept in the bus.... i panicked and dropprd my phone... so damn embarrassing.... hurried off the bus and quickly disappear behing the school gates... ahhahah... so bad la... no one woke me up.... haha.... no la... cuz they didnt know that i m in nj rite now... cuz i m not wearing their uniform....
yeah.... todae the school's celebrating CNY... and i am being saboed by mr tan to go for the paper cutting....... so idiotic.... i wanna watch the performance la.....the beat box guy is super cool... talented!!!!! its like wow! but half way need to go for paper cutting cuz scolded by CH for being IRRESPONSIBLE...... stupid mr tan........ but it turns out to be okay... so... yeah...... quite cute actually.... our final piece...hhahah... upload the photos next time... lazy to do it now.... hahah... i have got tonnes of photos... but lazy to upload.... hahha
met up with kah swee in school and he accompanied me to KAP and Nanhua.... he didnt want to go back but i took his phone ( cuz i was talking to christina on his phone.... then the bus came... and i was wiping his phone's screen.... hhahahaha) so he had to follow me up the bus... hahha.... SORRY! hahahhaha.... he really didnt want to go back... tired and not in the mood and all.... cheer up!!!!! u are really good at track! hahaha.... really!!!!! run run run and run..... hahah
it was so damn crowded in the bus.... had a hard time balancing miself.... we talked about council and stuff.... cuz i was actually invted to join council...can u believe it???? me?????
and he was saying tat councillors really have no life and all... and tat now i even have a hard time completing my assignments..... i don think i should join.... but mayb i will give it a try la.....
i am soso troublesome.... yeah... went back to nanhua.... didnt know that i hav to call first b4 i can get my testimonial...so i didnt get it de.... dono when i am going back to get it again.... i need it by monday for the council thing.... sigh..... still need to write essays.... troublesome.... lazy...
back to nanhua.... me played netball till i got sunburnt... painful.... but its damn fun!!!!! it's been a long long itme since i touched tat ball... really... and playing wit the same ppl.... hahah.... huiwen.... jocelyn.... xtina....etc.... hahha..... the onli thing i like in nh is netball and the washroom... and the guzheng room... yeah... after which went to sumo house at clementi central for lunch..... cuz i didnt wan KFC or Mac... alot of nanhuarians around.... haha... idiotic la... they thought tat me n ks are together... haha... we were like laughing at how dumb they are la... who the hell will go to sumo house where there are loads of nanhuarians there and the atmosphere's not right at all over there.... hahahha.... and we were like talking so loudly.... hahah....
yeah.... went home after tat.... spring cleaning....... xianzzzzzz....... i hate doin housework la.... gt nagged by my dad.... saying that i am useless and all... yeah i am useless seriously... hahaha
slpt very late cuz i wanna shou ye............. zzzzz did my homework which is piling up edi...... its onli the first few week of school.... sigh.....
anyway... STEAMBOAT RAWKS!!!!! hahahahhahahahaha

todae!!! CNY chu yi!!!!
woke up quite early todae...12 pm.... hahahahhahahahhhha.... actually i will jus continue sleeping if that irritating pair of guys didnt wake me up.... they were like pulling my blankets.... turning on every single alarm clock in the house.... shouting and screaming for me to wake up so they can get their ang pow......... bathe.... wear my new clothes and heels..... gt my ang pow from my parents..... 2 $20 limited edition notes.... wth.... i cant spend it...... sigh..... they did it on purpose one....... argh....... (its 330 am now.... and i don feel tired at all... heez... hahahhahhahha)
gtg soon.... cuz tomorrow is shopping day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whahahahahhah cuz all my relatives are busy tomorrow.......... so nth to do...... go shopping.... movies...... swensens..... hahahhhahahhahahahahhahahhahahah......
goog nitex and once again..... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

(HE wished me happi chinese new year toade:)... i woke up and there were like 11 messages..... hahhaha i feel so... blissful :).... at least we are still friends....)
off we go.... to mi grandma house...

2008-02-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

yo! jus finished my spring cleaning!!! (not quite done actually)haha
go disturb xtina's blog... haha.....

there spring cleaning in school todae too... ca5 haha... quite fun... wiping the windows and all ( the windows are so clean!) hahahha
xp

very tired....zzz... gtg to pia my homewrok edi..........sigh.......................

wo ai ni. ni ai wo ma? <3

2008-02-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

The migrants' stories are similar.

They were born in regular houses, and homes, and into regular poverty affected situations.

Their lives were guided by the same conditions as of others, a little education, and a lot of housework in preparation of marriage.

Then they were sent off from their homes, some in bridal wear, others with the mission to work and survive, to provide for those left behind.

The pheriwala (salesman) who promise them jobs, as domestic help, or in factories, took them to the market place where they were to be sold for a sum, the sale that was to determine the rest of their lives.

In garish dark lanes, in the red light areas of Kolkata, Mumbai and Delhi.

They become commodities of sale in a market that was ready to purchase them, to serve every man's whim and fancy over their organs, none that was not for sale.

Every part of it had a price .

Almost the way coconut would be used in Kerela, or paddy in Bengal.

Every orifice serves someone's fancy.

Before long, they forget that their hands have any other use than stripping, that their breasts are of any other than to bear the wrenching of the men.
That their vaginas can choose not to be invaded during periods.
That their nails serve to protect their tender finger tips.
That they can adorn themselves for themselves and not necessarily to attract buyers.

Such is prostitution.

........ doing research on sanlaap and indrani sinha.....

wat the hell......

went shopping wit ang kin pow(hahahahhaha) queensway to buy red FBT shorts and then anchorpoint... then orchad wisma atria for shoes :) finally bought the things i wanna buy long time ago :) cuz mum sponsering hahahhaha
bought a bag, slippers
the onli tings i wan now is a wallet, a water bottle, tee-shirts and a new pencil case!!! :):) xppp

gtg soon........................
have to go bishan tomorrow and then there's council talk at lt3 at 430 tomorrow:) i am invited!!!!

2008-02-02T00:07:00.001+08:00

hahah... so late edi still blogging!!!! haha

came home at ard 10 ++... got nagged by mi mum

yesterday was supposed to buy the graphic calculator but dont hav the money plus dono if staying anot... yeah... then todae mr tan taught us how to use the calculator....
summation... sequence.... thn after school was supposed to have tat cookies sampling and stuff like dat but heard there isnt any... awww... so sad... luckily i didnt wait for it.... went ter far east to meet yingying but she was late by 30 mins.... i was like there alone at the bus stop... so miserable.... haha... no la.. jkjk.. listening to my songs and watching buses come and go... so emo... haha

then we went shopping!!!!!! haha... v funny.... keep walking here and there.... ying ying bought her leggings... then wore it and we thought that it doesnt match her shoes at all.. so she went ter buy a new pair of shoes which i think didnt make a difference at all... haha... then i bought my off-shoulder white top xp... finally bought it... fortunately my mum think its nice... haha... if not there will be even more naggings.... haha. yeah then we went to buy the black jeans for me to go with the top and viola! my cny preparation's done! haha

after which we went to bugis. went to hypnosis. the tops are really nice and the wallet too! i wish i bought it. but i wont get to use it anyway cuz its silver and if i ever bring it to school... haha
nth much in bugis junction anywaes and we proceeded to bugis street. wanted to buy a bag but was out of cash.... yeah. i still have to pay my REALLY OUTSTANDING PHONE BILL! i exceeded so much! 100 bucks!!!!!! sigh.............. no money edi...............

yeah. then we were like keep walking round and round cuz we couldn;t find that shop which i wanted to a top from. haha. we walked till we were like so tired and my muscle aching like dono wad. (cuz of the PTs haha... i have problems sitting and standing and even going to the washroom! hhahaha) then ying finally said that we should go home... ahhhhhhh..... slept like a pig in the MRT. really. no kidding. i dint even know the train stop at redhill for a v long time until ying woke me up cuz like dono wad happened to some guy. i think he's drunk and puked in the train.... ewwwsssss... yuck! the next cabin was like empty cuz no one dared go near that mess... eww... *vomit*

soso tired.....

tomorrow got chingay! have to sleep early... don wanna oversleep again... xp haha...
havin sore throat again... i think i ate too much chocolates.... had oreo cheese cake at bugis street... @ teenage cafe... oh my tian... the chesse cake is really nice and the prices are reasonable too! (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!) *stomach growling*

gtg sleep! nighty!

zzz... *snoring*

2008-01-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

all the art pieces are drawn by tiffany! not me xp
her work is damn cool! i wish i have half her talent

this is YI LE!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA a.k.a jimmy neutron
hahahhahaha
he is so damn cute...
and i tell u... he is even cuter when he frowns seriously... hahahhahahahhahah
he and chee how is the most comical guy in class... hahahha
chee hao s sososo tall and look like a.... erm....dono how to describe... hahha
but he is really really good at running.... the way he run like very very easy for him... he's like floating... leaping... hahhahaha.... too bad both of them are leaving.... sigh.... so brainy... go hc

this... is the most retarded thing i ever did in school!!!! hahahahha
tan min, pin fang, yang yang and me were like going to the library to look for some books... hahha(ROBERT HUTCHING) hahhah then saw these lions head thing.... hahhaha.... yeah then we were like there standing... hahah... super retarded... hahah..ppl were like staring at us when they walk pass us... hahahha but too far away edi... cant see v clearly...

yi le looking seriously at his phone... ahahahhaha....

tan min, tiffany and me!!!!!! (i look like a nerd in specs) hahhaha... todae the physics lesson was sososos boring!!!!!! and the lesson's also v short so we had sth like a free period and it was quite fun... talking and all... hahahha... this is the first time my class's not doin their tutorials during free time... hahhaha...so good.... we should continue slacking... its onli the first few week in school... relax!

this is the usual free time..... studying.... studying... studying.... so boring right..... i am like so slack.... i feel so stressed also.....

pin fang's pencil case.... pretty....

tpdae's fun!!!! hahahha
its thursdae so start school @ 830....so shuang! can sleep till so late.... hahah... actually its still considered early la... hahah
todae the guy singing the college song is so funny... he is like singing off beat and some seniors were like laughing at him.... hahahha.... i am so bad...

first lesson was pe... hahah... we ran two rounds for warm up...... xian... warm up... run!!!1 i HATE running!!!!! lucky today not 10 round... if not i will die.... went to he gym... hahahha... we all were hoping... jumoing.... stretching.... everyone's legs were like jelly.... hahahhaha.... but its fun... jumping... hahha.... my legs are like aching now... hahah but its better than running nonetheless.... hahah

lectures and lessons were as usual.....

zzz.....

2008-01-29T18:19:00.001+08:00

tiffany's art piece!!!!! so nice....................
she's so talented...... u should see her file.... hahahaha

jus finished blogging the class blog... upload photos ans tuff like dat.... phew... tiring...

however,,,,,, todae's the best chem prac ever! cuz linyan's doing her make-up practical and i happen to be in the class so we did our practicals togerther!!!!!!!!!!!
hhahaahahaha.... this is the first time i ever did practicals with linyan!!!!! hahahahaha.... yeah... we talked alot... i really miss us having lessons togerther and being in the same class and all... but maybe she dont la... cuz i m too much of a joker... hahaha...

i really miss those primary school friends!!!!!

todae's xinyi's birthdae!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
17 edi!!!!!!!!! so old!!!!!

i sometimes feel like a small kid seriously... 17!!!! oh my tian la..... i cant believe it... time flies... yeah... sometimes i find it too fast really...

17!!!! tats really old.... its like i am onli 16... the youngest among all the gurls in my class...
quite used to it edi actually.... i m always the last few who can watch nc16 shows.... play pool and all... yeah... but b4 tat of course got watch b4 la... hahahahahl... i m no good girl... hahahahaha

my day todae is like any other day except tat i was home very early... like ard 230 i m back home edi..... v tired and gt quite alot of things to do... yeah... and now i m still using the computer.... hahahaha....

my mum's nagging but i don care....xpxpxpxpxpxpppp

yw asked me if this sat wanna go mass shopping.... hahahaha... so funny.... so gayish also.... hahahaha.... but i got chingay till 1.... not so early can????

there's guzheng prac tomorrow... i haven practice yet.... don wanna stone there the whole day.... i cant stand it.... long time never prac gz at home le....... xianz... tired la....

there's pe todae and i seriously cant run..... my lungs were like flooded with phlegm.... it will get worse ar night.... zzzzzzz.... another sleepless night....

hope tomorrow the bus will come on time.... the ppl taking bus 67 will be more considerate.... esp the students from assumption english who assume that the ppl queuing up for the bus don lyk ter sit and don mind them cutting queue and all.... the cds ppl also.... cant the bus driver do anything... i was like so damn tired and queued up... but ended up standing... balancing myself while dozing off...

gtg and have dinner!!!!! i m famished....

...who doesnt long for someone to hold, some one to love you without being told...

2008-01-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyyo

hahahahahhahahahahhahah

blogging again... never go class blog post.... hahaha

should be doin econs hw now.... but end up chatting... hahahahahah

there was guzhng practice jus now.... the instructress didnt come todae... so quite slack.... me and ht were like talking for the whole prac session.... yeah

having bad sore throat again..... argh..... cough* cough* Sneeze* sneeze*

i really think i cannot run tomorrow.... hahahah... dono isit good anot

talking about running.... omg... i was supperrrr unlucky this morning....
the 302 bus took sososososo long to arrive.... and it was like very very crowded....i think the uncle's late today... usually not so late one...tats okay....
when i reach lot one... cck interchange... bus 67 came and 2 LYs went the shorter way... cutting ppl's queue.... to get to the bus while i took the normal way.... the best thing was that they manage to get into the bus.... but not me! becuz of some SUPER DUPER INCONSIDERATE PPL!!!!!!!!!! they jus stand there and did not bother to move at all! cuz there r no seats available and they don wanna stand in the bus! stupid lazy ppl! there were still alot of spaces in the bus! tat really pissed me off i feel like shouting at them.... in the end i ran to the MRT station and tookMRT to dover and waited for bus 74 which took ages to come.... 725 am and i am still at the bus stop..... i was like... oh shit.... its onli the first term and i am going to be late.... then the bus came ... i was like quite prepared to like give an excuse or sth.... haha... then i saw junhe on the bus.... hahah... i was like phew! but when i reach school we were like running like mad.... and there are alot ALOT of stairs in njc.... no joking.... ahahahha.... my muscles were like gonna tear..... lucky todae there;s wet weather programme.... if not sure cant reach on time for national athem.... haha... i was like sweating when i reach the hall.... after tat there was gp lessons but the teacher's absent.... hahaha so two free periods.... doin physics.... hahahahhaha.... uncertainty.... and errors....

then there's chem lecture... i tell u... SUPER DRY! was like sleeping.... hoping that tiff will explain to me later hahahahhaha..... fell asleep also during phy tutorial.... the onli lesson i am interested in is economics.... hahahah

there was also contact period todae.... boring la.... choosing of subject combi.... sigh.... i think i will take chinese...my Os result really too lousy!!!! so sad.......... chinese.... c6! v v v v v upset about it.... the passages were not difficult at all.... i think its my compo which pulled me down......
sigh....

chatting with ks now... hahaha.... he is still as funny.... hahahhaa.... his chinese also c6! hi-5! hahahha.... i am so bad.... hahahhaha.... i cant believe he's taking arts!!! lit somemore.... say wad wanna try.... yes... arts IS fun... but too hard to score well for it.... yeah.... if not geography seems fun! like economics... yep

i don feel like appealing thru gz!!!!!!! no point la.... mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de

gtg.... parents nagging again....

bought a nichii shorts yesterdae!

2008-01-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!

todae's a short day.... there was chingay fund raising in the afternoon... tiring... haha... but managed to get quite a reasonable amt of money..... haha

after tat went ter vivo to meet mi parents....

ahh.....

gtg
bb

need ter shower... dad's nagging

2008-01-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

yo!

was sick todae.... so didnt went for chingay training... sorry!!!! i will go tomorrow for the flag day!!! 2 pm @ tanah merah!

was at home for the first half of the day....
woke up very early cuz my mum woke me up... xianz....

todae is spring cleaning dae tats y cannot go sentosa!!!!!! sorry!!!!

gtg soon... dad's nagging....

todae is a long long day

tomorrow's even longer... go shopping!